self harm. cutting

I too had the same problem for years as I was very depressed and didn't feel any emotion or feeling.  Might sound strange but  I felt dead inside.  Please don't take this the wrong way, but try masturbating to orgasm instead.  It is far less damaging and you will get a flood of endorphins your body needs.  You will also feel.

Enjoy.

wait up and enjoy life theres always someone out thre that has a harder life than urself lay down and feel sorry for urself or make a change its upto u and ur the only one that can change it make a stand!!! sensemilliz heta

you have done so well not having done it for a while. you can move past this, these are just recovery thoughts making you want to do it again. but we both know, this is a bad thing to do. please don't damage your beautiful skin. think of the ugly scars you will have, coming from me, i stopped about a year ago, i didn't get addicted like most people do, i still have thoughts and urges but i ignore them and they will go away. i make a promise to my friend every day that i won't do it today. because i know how overwhelming it seems to make such a huge commitment to promise not to ever do it again, so i just take it one day at a time, it seems a lot easier. i've been using bio oil, trying to get rid of the scars because i'm sick of covering them up all the time and freaking out every time i think someone sees them. its just so stressful always worrying about them. i just want to have freedom to wear what i want and not worry about scars showing. honestly babe, its not worth it. just think about the consequences, you are strong enough to get through this. just one step at a time. xx

Thank you so much.