When i was younger, like 9 or 10, i used to play sexually with my barbies and masturbate. I am from a religious family and was always taught rules of modesty and such. I have no idea where i picked up this habit. I have looked on the internet and all i find is kids that are sexually abused tend to do this. I had a rough childhood but i was never abused. The only thing i can recall is being given "the talk"early. Am i a freak? Was that behavior normal? Was i abused and i cant recall? This bothers me a lot so please comment.
Yes, you are normal. Now, forget it, be careful and move on. When one violates the other it raises red flags, but my guess is MOST learn by self exploration...Does this help?
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