This might sound a little weird, and I know this isn't a topic that most people are comfortable with, but I'm not exactly sure where to go with this. Two years ago at the age of thirteen, I met this boy and we just clicked. He was smart, funny, and attractive. Everything I've ever wanted. But as I grew older, we ran into a problem. I found out that I was also attracted to women. Overwhelmingly so. And as time passed, I became more and more interested in women until he was the only male I really found attractive, especially sexually. Eventually we had sex and that was fantastic. It didn't make me uncomfortable because I love him. But now, I find myself wanting to be with a girl, just to know what it feels like. I stare at girls and am attracted to them all the time, to the point where it's becoming a problem in my relationship. He thinks he's not good enough because he's not a woman. I love him dearly and am still attracted to him. I don't want to end our relationship to sate my selfish desires. So what should I do without breaking his heart? How can I get over this? Advice?