I am 2 days into coming off morphine. I am a middle aged woman who got hooked on hydrocodone 10 years ago, and found myself needing more and more. So I started abusing myself and morphine. Just here recently it got real depressing instead of feeling good. I hate the fact that I let a substance control me! So I quit cold tu rkey. The stomache cramps and diarhea suck, as well as the restlessness and insomnia. I actually forced my self to work at my job for the first couple of days, but I have no energy, and everything is depressing me. I know I never want to go back, I pray a lot and take otc meds to control the nausea and cramps/diarhea. I drink redbull and will start a vitamin regimine and take herbal supplements for sleep. I saw a post ahead of mine that says to get out and take a walk that does help! do what you can to get all that nasty stuff out of your body, and if you believe in God, pray, pray, pray. He is listening and wants you back, believe me !
Matthew 7 . 7
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find it; knock and the door will be opened to you.
For everyone who ask's recieves; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
Dear God, you know and understand everything, even when i feel ill, afraid, lonely, anxious, sad or stressed. Help me to trust you because you love me and promise to be with me always. Amen.