So I recently lost my virginity one day ago. I am 19 and I wanted to wait longer, but obviously that didn't happen. At the time I thought I was making the right decision. He was nice, I thought I trusted him, but I think I was wrong. As I keep thinking about it, I just can't shake the feeling that I made a huge mistake. Don't get me wrong, he still talks to me and he is very nice, but he kept pushing sex and eventually I just gave in. We've only went on two dates so I don't even know how he feels about me. I know he likes me but, I'm afraid he likes me sexually more. I honestly don't know how to deal with my emotions right now. I try to avoid thinking about it, but at the end of the day I can't. Everytime he talks to me now, I just want to admit that it was a mistake. I feel really stupid and I just want to lay in my bed and cry.
well its too late now but you are kinda yough and that,is kinda early for only 2 dates.
i know it sounds harsh, but there isn't a lot that you can do now. loosing your virginity can be really a really emotional thing, but just hang in there and see how it all turns out with the guy, because i'm sorry, but i don't know what you can do.
That's your conscience honey. It's done and over with, and of you dont wanna do it again, then don't, and BE SURE to tell him. If that's not okay with him then ohhhh weelllll, he can find a s*** puppy, but you're not one!!