thoughts of hurting people

I am 17.. I have depression... I have suicidal thoughts.. But I have flashes, I like zone out.. But when I do I can see myself stabbing people.. I get scared because one day I'm afraid I'll snap and do something when I don't mean to... I see sparkles and sometimes shadows.. Help? Advice?

Any chance your bipolar? Sounds like it to me plus suicidal thoughts can come. or schizophrenia? your around that age in men it would start to manifest

I pray you get help and don't do something to hurt anyone especially yourself. Wether you feel alone or you really are alone remember you are loved and tomorrow is another day to change and do a random act of kindness for someone else.

Yeah I have images of hurting people too but I don’t think it’s OCD. They are more vivid but it’s only when I’m mad at that person. I want to act out but I restrain myself from hurting or killing anyone. Any help pls?

Hey guest it's ok we all get mad AT times and it's good ypubare able to Contol your feeling. But I would be careful things don't get worse. How old are you and how long have you had these thoughts?

Hi. How are you coping up so far? Actually, that's the worst depression that I've heard. I got my little sister having depression, too. To the point of being suicidal. My sister did is going to some yoga class to meditate, we do a lot of counseling, and she engages more in fun activities with us and her friends.

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So true bro like those violent thoughts just came so sneaky like i have been bullied at school for a long time + life problems for years until I began feeling those thoughts at probably 13 years old and it might also be the case I been so deppressed about it because it doesn't feel me like I don't know why I have them at all but ofc I got much deppression from before but lately it's just so u know it goes so deeply in on you if you know what I mean you don't wanna hurt someone but it's just is there for no reason at all.

I have over 38 dead childhood friends and I’m 36.
I’ve been stabbed several times, my only friend left alive has blood clots in his lungs and a growth in his heart.
I just lost my truck, my job, haven’t seen a paycheque since August.
I’ve been extremely angry and aggressive for the past 5 days, it’s only getting worse.
I’m tired of remembering all the death and pain and suffering and I’m getting to the point where I’m going to go start hurting people or take the room temp challenge.

I’m done with this life, not sad, not emotionally distraught.
I’ve analyzed carefully my options in life to which there are really only few left. None of which a normal person would ever consider.

I know more murders than I do saviours.
Been to only 3 weddings and more than 30 funerals.
I don’t even feel anything but anger and violence anymore. It consumes me down to my soul, I don’t eat anymore, I barely sleep. I don’t talk to even my family anymore.

f**k life and everything in it.

Maybe your thoughts about hurting people aroused from the fact that there are way too many injustices happening around you or to the people you see. You might want to take some action. Want to do something about it. I've felt similar.