I am 17 years old male. I am overwieght and i am trying to find out whether if i am gay or straight or bi. When i was kid i had girl friend i loved but we never kiss because she was my childhood friend. I liked her. I came to NY when i became 12 years old. Since then i find out about porn from my cousin and i was porn addict. I watched straight porn all my life. I jerk off 20 times every each day watching straight porn or hentai. I begin to watch lesbian porn when i became 15 years old. I became 17 years old now and i can't feel good from straight porn and lesbian porn and when i go to school i can't get bonner from girls including girl i like. My penis grows when i see my friends but now turned on bonner, its like soft bonner and i was beginning to think was i gay in the begining?? Then i went home and watched gayporn. I also masterbate to gay porn for the first time but i wanted to look away. After i was done masterbating it felt good but i wanted to throw up afterward. Now my mind is screwed because scared to find out i am gay
I'm bie and I get turned down all the time I need help to find a long turn on. I Sud like help and a bf