When i turned 14 for some reason i became very selfconsios i always hear people talking about stuff like masterbating and things about other sexual matters and 'cumming' but when i masterbate i just get a nice feeling and i do not 'blow my load' it never comes out. i was reading on the nhs website and it said a few things that are happening to me but most of it im a year or 2 behing most people, the average, and most of all people take the mick out of my voise
Hi Guest
Becoming really self-conscious could very well be just part of puberty there are lots of things going on with your body and new emotions can be part of it.
All boys wonder how they compare to their friends it is a natural curiosity and being a little bit behind and maybe slightly underdeveloped compared to some of them would most certainly make you self-conscious.
Having a high pitched voice is the one thing you can’t hide or cover up no one needs to know about not being able to cum or being a little smaller than some of the other guys.
It is very hard not to but try to not compare yourself to the other guys everyone grows and develops at different rates and times and soon enough all these things will start happening.
You can still enjoy all the pleasures associated with masturbating but just at the moment there is no need to clean up afterwards.
It sounds like you are developing as you should be but you are just slightly behind some of your friends and always remember just because some of the guys say they have huge penises and can cum several times in a row it does not necessarily mean they are telling the truth.
You will get there and could very well surpass many of your friends in growth and development but there is no way to speed up the process or change the end results so try to accept your body and take comfort in knowing that soon enough things will change.