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It is not unusual to be curious as you go through puberty and experiment and want to see how other guys compare. It is much easier to deal with another guy, who also is going through the same thing. A little experimenting doesn't mean you are gay. Dating and caring for girls is something you know excites you. If you are gay,you can look back and remember certain things that make sense that you were curious about back to when you were much younger. When you see a guy who is goodlooking,in shape, attractive, it means you are aware of those things about yourself. Look around and more guys go with the flow, do nothing to stand out or enhance the way they look. It takes an extra effort to do things that set them apart. And guys that do look and dress well, takes that extra effort or time at the gym, and they like when women and men take a longer look at their efforts. Bromance is the new thing where another guy you have an attraction to, but more in an admiring way. You see in them something that you repect, or find that makes them a likable and popular guy. Don't think of what you went through as a bad thing, but more a learning experiece. Porn is porn, and whether it is gay or straight, it is sexual, and that excites guys either way. Many women on women sex is allright, because they can imagine themselves put into the action and the attention of both would be focused on them. Two guys is not something that men want to see and they are the ones who buy most of the porn. It seems that you know what your sexuality is, don't feel quilty about having tried something, and then moving on to what you feel more natural to you. There are many post that guys think they are HOCD, that is c**p. If you make experimenting into a disorder,then you can blame the actions on this problem. And parents put these disorder c**p, as a way to say they were good parents and what their kids do,is not their fault, they can put them on meds, ,and feel better about themselves.
Avoid interacting with gay explicit material with your girlfriend you say you have.
same issue bro and still not resolved,, i am 22 and hating my life and i am facing gay fantasies,, is it ok for a male to have such? i am planning suicide