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Sorry this is so long, I am very upset. So my boyfriend and I were together for 2 years. A few weeks after we started dating, I found out he had it one night after had a bad episode from smoking marijuana. He was rushed to the hospital and had to be sustained. After that night I was scared to get myself involved, it was a terrifying experience, I had never seen that before. He had told me that a few months before we met (july 2012) that he was in the hospital for 3 months. He would always tell me how much he loved me & would do the cutest things. I am deeply in love with him... He tried breaking up with me a few times but we always ended up back together. I don't know if this is from the illness, he takes medication every day & has to be on it for the rest of his life. Sometimes he misses taking it. He always used to get shots every other week plus the medication. For the past year now he was put on a higher medication & doesn't have to get shots anymore. He used to smoke a lot and would have many episodes and would take him a couple days to recover, he hasn't smoked in a few months. He's had a very hard life and I know he's still in denial and very depressed. We both live at home I am 23 and he will be 25 soon. He was fully diagnosed with it a few months before he was hospitalized. A couple months ago he started hanging out with a new group of friends. He tried breaking up with me again but we got back together it was very rocky though. All he wants to do is go hangout with these people and drink. Recently he started a new job doing over nights, making really good money & he wouldn't of had the job if I didn't do the application for him. He was acting very weird, being distant, didn't want to see me, barley talking for me. Hes also been drinking a lot lately. So about 4 days ago he messages me & tells me he doesn't love me, doesn't care about me, isn't attracted to me anymore, basically doesn't want anything to do with me. I am so heart broken. I love him so much. I haven't been able to sleep, eat, & my whole body is in pain I cant get out of bed. I tried calling & talking to him but he just ignored me. He posted some very mean things on Facebook last night that for me to expect to never talk or see him every again. I don't know what to do I am so lost and hurt. I feel like his illness has a big impact on that or if its just him being an as****e. He's very easily influenced by other people that's how he got in so much trouble before. Everything was seeming great at one point, I thought he was the one & we were going to be together for a long time. We also bought a chameleon that is at his house & I will never be able to see again that I have spent a lot of money on. I would anything just to see him again. This has been the hardest thing in my life to go through. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do or tell me more about the illness??? Please help me..

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oh sad... hope u alg mate :(
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