Cronic pancreatites experience

Hello im an 18 nearly 19year old man and near two year ago just 4 days after my 17th birthday i had an attac of acute pancreatitis was verry painful but evantaly after a fue week it started to go down till it had gone but once agen in april i had an attac of acute pancreatites the pain never went and had regular visits to a&e but my amylase in my blood were normal and this pain in the top of my stomchok would not go down and i thort it was all in my head at one point i had endoscapys ultra sound and mri and was told it was fine and i thort the pain was all in my head and i was going mad well 9 week ago i had a an attac of acute pancreatites and the same ten day l8ter and then just over two week l8ter but then i see a surgan wen thay keep me in and he look at all the scans done and test resolts and come to me the next morning and said i had cronic pancreatitis and will effect me for life and pain mite not ever go but u will with painkillers and self control get the pain down but it fell like it not working and iv cant take much more in a&e every at lest 1 time every 2 weeks and i sleep verry littel because of pain and fell like no body lisning to me and understand the pain im in just want some word of wistom and advice to help pain and sleep form some one who suffers from cronic panratites and havent drank since december 2010