XD Anytime! XD
No I meant like how before they would be anywhere from 35-50 days apart, and now the pill makes them regular so their more closer together, that's the only downfall.
Can the pill do that? %-) I was looking at the different types online, and one that kind of fits is Osteoarthritis. Yours was on there too. Its weird, but the toe next to the big toe on my feet kind of stay bent now, which they never use to, but I can't make it completely straight. Its like there's a bump on the part that bends or something. But i'm going to have to go to the doctors again anyway for more pills soon and another blood test, so someone is going to have to take me for that. Maybe I can get my aunt to take me...I don't know, but shes home all day, but she has her kids to watch.
No I meant like how before they would be anywhere from 35-50 days apart, and now the pill makes them regular so their more closer together, that's the only downfall.
Can the pill do that? %-) I was looking at the different types online, and one that kind of fits is Osteoarthritis. Yours was on there too. Its weird, but the toe next to the big toe on my feet kind of stay bent now, which they never use to, but I can't make it completely straight. Its like there's a bump on the part that bends or something. But i'm going to have to go to the doctors again anyway for more pills soon and another blood test, so someone is going to have to take me for that. Maybe I can get my aunt to take me...I don't know, but shes home all day, but she has her kids to watch.
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I wonder if it's possible that through this internet I'm talking too myself!! Do you think that's what is happening with you and I?!!! o.O XD ;-)
I will tell you why you are FREAKING me out! And it's been a LONG time since I did Acid - so pretty sure it's not flashbacks!!! XD XD But I had/have bent toes - next to my big toe! I had 5 extra bones in my foot, and had to have them removed as well as the boney growth on my toes taken off and then to toes straightened! So just FMI (For MY information) - Your operation at 21 goes GREAT! XD XD XD
I don't know about Ontario but here in Alberta we have a thing called a BUS!!! You can get on it and pay them and this big metal car thingy takes you to another place you need to go!!! I KNOW It's WILD!!!!!
I will tell you why you are FREAKING me out! And it's been a LONG time since I did Acid - so pretty sure it's not flashbacks!!! XD XD But I had/have bent toes - next to my big toe! I had 5 extra bones in my foot, and had to have them removed as well as the boney growth on my toes taken off and then to toes straightened! So just FMI (For MY information) - Your operation at 21 goes GREAT! XD XD XD
I don't know about Ontario but here in Alberta we have a thing called a BUS!!! You can get on it and pay them and this big metal car thingy takes you to another place you need to go!!! I KNOW It's WILD!!!!!
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Okay that is a little creepy!! but I don't think I have extra bones in my foot lol You did Acid!!? You had to have an operation because of it? its just a little bent, not all the way, i'm scared though because my Nana has something going on with her toes, theres a name for it I can not for the life of me remember but their all really bent and like stuck like that. And I don't want that 8-|
OKay!! well did you not read my post then when I mentioned my problem with the bus!? XD go back and do some reading XD its 5 posts ago...
OKay!! well did you not read my post then when I mentioned my problem with the bus!? XD go back and do some reading XD its 5 posts ago...
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Like you're not my only patient, and like I have a life!!!!! and don't have time to totally like read every post I've made as there have been over 5000 of them!!! ;-)
And they're called BUNIONS! And YES you will get them and they will look like X's BUT the good thing there is an operation for it! So don't worry about that! Heck If I had only Bunions to worry about at your age, I wouldn't have had to do Acid !!!! ;-) XD XD XD XD o.O
And they're called BUNIONS! And YES you will get them and they will look like X's BUT the good thing there is an operation for it! So don't worry about that! Heck If I had only Bunions to worry about at your age, I wouldn't have had to do Acid !!!! ;-) XD XD XD XD o.O
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:-( you told me you had no life! lmao!
And their not bunions, she has hammer toes!
And I don't only have that to worry about, and i'm surprised cutting is all i've done! I guess thats my Acid 8-| And it sucks, because now I have to live with the stupid scars the rest of my life and always try to hide them. And it makes me hate me more. Like my friends wanted to go swimming today, well a bathing suit is out of the question! :-(
And their not bunions, she has hammer toes!
And I don't only have that to worry about, and i'm surprised cutting is all i've done! I guess thats my Acid 8-| And it sucks, because now I have to live with the stupid scars the rest of my life and always try to hide them. And it makes me hate me more. Like my friends wanted to go swimming today, well a bathing suit is out of the question! :-(
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:'( You know I'm only ribbing you honey! I KNOW you have more things to worry about - just trying to cheer you up!
Those body tanners are GREAT for scars, exfoliate first and then jut rub it on! But WASH YOUR HANDS! I didn't thoroughly do that and I looked like a bird pooped ALL over me! ;-)
I too have scars honey, unfortunately mine are on my chest and face! So I understand! Each "biopsy" brings me closer to not recognizing myself! So I understand about not wanting to be seen! BUT each hurdle, there are ways around it! Also there is this WONDER oil it is called Bio Oil - it is sold at Shoppers or London Drugs! It is in the moisturizer aisle! I had about a 3 inch scar on my cheek - well it's still there if you look hard enough - but withing days of me using the Bio Oil it almsot disappeared! Get one of those moisturizers with pigment in it so it covers marks! Also still go swimming - you guys are having a heat wave aren't you? just wear a towel or cover and just slip in the pool! DON'T Let that pig win with you stopping getting on with your life! The reason why you cut was because of your cousin, so don't let him ruin your teenage years, which should SUCK but also be a lot of fun! OK? Big hugs!
Those body tanners are GREAT for scars, exfoliate first and then jut rub it on! But WASH YOUR HANDS! I didn't thoroughly do that and I looked like a bird pooped ALL over me! ;-)
I too have scars honey, unfortunately mine are on my chest and face! So I understand! Each "biopsy" brings me closer to not recognizing myself! So I understand about not wanting to be seen! BUT each hurdle, there are ways around it! Also there is this WONDER oil it is called Bio Oil - it is sold at Shoppers or London Drugs! It is in the moisturizer aisle! I had about a 3 inch scar on my cheek - well it's still there if you look hard enough - but withing days of me using the Bio Oil it almsot disappeared! Get one of those moisturizers with pigment in it so it covers marks! Also still go swimming - you guys are having a heat wave aren't you? just wear a towel or cover and just slip in the pool! DON'T Let that pig win with you stopping getting on with your life! The reason why you cut was because of your cousin, so don't let him ruin your teenage years, which should SUCK but also be a lot of fun! OK? Big hugs!
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Sorry :-( ... I can joke around, but sometimes I take it seriously and get overly sensitive ... my bad, need to work on that 8-|
Well sometimes I use cover up, but sometimes it rubs off. And their not really water proof. Does that work on old scars too? Were having a huge heat wave!!! its so crazy outside, it was in the 30's but with the humid it was 42! Well what about the beach? I don't know I hate it. I did cut not that long ago too, I just didn't want to say anything.
Biopsy!? o.O You have cancer!? :'( I'm so sorry!! I didn't know that, are you okay?
Sorry again for like freaking out on you lol Hug to you too!!!!!
Well sometimes I use cover up, but sometimes it rubs off. And their not really water proof. Does that work on old scars too? Were having a huge heat wave!!! its so crazy outside, it was in the 30's but with the humid it was 42! Well what about the beach? I don't know I hate it. I did cut not that long ago too, I just didn't want to say anything.
Biopsy!? o.O You have cancer!? :'( I'm so sorry!! I didn't know that, are you okay?
Sorry again for like freaking out on you lol Hug to you too!!!!!
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Do you know the name of the body tanner you used and how much it is? And is it water proof? lol or how much that oil is? My mom is mean and won't buy me another bathing suit, because my bikinis still fit me >:( Doubt she will ever want to wear a bikini, but I have too! So then I was like okay (you know those tops for the water? surfers wear?) I asked if I can have that, and she told me no and to stop asking for stuff. >:( I never ever ask for anything ever! unlike my selfish brother! like this year there was a school trip to Boston, well all my friends went expect for me, because I knew it was so expensive and my parents could never afford it so I didn't bother. And when I shop for clothes I try not to go into the expensive stores everyone else shops at like Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch, which is like $80.00 a piece! So i'll go into Aeropostale or Garage or American Eagle which are cheaper (but sometimes still expensive), and i've never asked for an ipod or anything. I live with what I have and appreciate what I have, unlike my brother who will ask for ridiculous things and get them, but when I NEED something I can never get it! What is up with that!?
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Do they know about your scars? I really like Jergens tanning lotion - it is slow, so you don't go from white to dark brown over night!!! LOL The Bio oil I think is about $10 I THINK! What about wearing a t-shirt? Like a tight tishirt - that looks like those tops!
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No, they have no idea, no one does! That's why I tried to hide them, but with a bikini you can tell :'( Ya that's a key factor!! Makes it less obvious XD Only to get some money or something... ummm....I don't really have like a plain ol' t-shirt 8-| I don't know but whatever, i'll figure something out or just not go swimming.
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Why don't you say something like "Mom I'm insecure about boys and old guys staring at my boobs and stuff!" ALL women have had either gross incidents or worse, so I'm sure she will "GET" that over asking for another suit!
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Ya I guess I could say something like that, about being insecure, which would be kind of true. Its a lot easier then trying to explain the scars, could you imagine that conversation!? o.O not many people understand it. Your like the only one that does and that gets everything, of course I haven't let others in to even try to but o well XD your awesome :-D and have answers for EVERYTHING!! lol your boys are lucky to have you! :-D
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Would you give me permission to make that paragraph into a gigantic banner to put intbetween my boys bedrooms!? ;-) XD XD XD
Cutting, hair pulling, nail biting, burning, scratching, drinking, smoking dope etc etc etc - there is NO difference between them all! Just the way they deal with the pain! I drank and drank and drank and was a TOTAL alcoholic by 14/15 and well into my teens and only stopped because I was pregnant and needed to step up to the plate! I didn't get help for the abuse and suffered because of it! I totally get young girls AND boys not wanting to open the distrubing and painful can of worms, BUT I know from experience that it takes a LOT to get over it! You CAN go to confidential counselling too honey OK? BUT I'm always here too alright?
Cutting, hair pulling, nail biting, burning, scratching, drinking, smoking dope etc etc etc - there is NO difference between them all! Just the way they deal with the pain! I drank and drank and drank and was a TOTAL alcoholic by 14/15 and well into my teens and only stopped because I was pregnant and needed to step up to the plate! I didn't get help for the abuse and suffered because of it! I totally get young girls AND boys not wanting to open the distrubing and painful can of worms, BUT I know from experience that it takes a LOT to get over it! You CAN go to confidential counselling too honey OK? BUT I'm always here too alright?
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LOL yes, yes I would! Infact i'll make on for you XD are they a little ungreatful for you? lol opps, guess i'm no better with my mom 8-| ouch! my bad, maybe i'll say something nice to her today, its been awhile. Actual I did comment on her outfit the other day, how it made her look nice. And were still working on the "I love you" thing. Just have to work more on myself. I keep getting upset with her, and then later realize i'm an id**t and can't expect things from her if she doesn't understand whats going on. I blame it on the hormones XD guess an appology is in need for my frustration :$
you forgot Acid XD well see, at least your son did help you out after all! ;-) I know, but honestly do you still think I need it? %-)
you forgot Acid XD well see, at least your son did help you out after all! ;-) I know, but honestly do you still think I need it? %-)
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It's your call honey! I can't say because I DIDN'T get ANY help and almost self destructed! I just don't want you to go through that or any other young person reading this! Sexual assault is and was, and unfortunately will probably always be, inflicted on the young and vunerable! And this has consequences for life! So I think you need to talk to someone about it! To help YOU get the correct skill for moving away from these pigs, and gaining strength and healthy ways to deal with it! Because of you cutting, you now have to live with that outset guilt, and inside upset so it's a loose loose thing! It's your call honey! Whenever you are ready honey!
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