Hey, I am 15 years old, male and living in Australia. I am fairly tall, overweight, brown curly hair (which I am growing long), hazel eyes, barely any pimples and a deep voice ().
You can read my old topic about my crush.. (Might help with answers for this.)
https://www.steadyhealth.com/This_girl___t138063.html
Anyway since then..
Since then I have changed schools because I was being severely bullied, at the school and sexually abused. The girl I liked (call her "C") back in that school has recently moved school also because people there were being cruel to her.
She knows I masturbate however her friend also knows so she decided to call me "Cum boy" and I asked her not to call me it around others, and she promised not too (which she later on did anyway).
This girl (call her "K") was C's best friend, however they have stop talking because K broke promises to her about something.
C has told me she does not feel the way I feel for her, however in yr 7 she did ask me twice in I had feelings for her. I did start to become really dark and cold in year 8 from all the stuff that was happening, plus my sister is severely disabled, and it all got worse near end of year 7.
My sister is epileptic and has brain damage from all the seazures and I have to take care of her most of the time, however she is currently in "Kaoriki House, Morisset" (It's in Australia) which is a Nueropsychiatric hospital.
My social life is a major downer and I am usually quiet in real life and only talk outwards on the internet, which isn't a good thing...
Anyway back to C.
When she left the school her friends said they would call her and stuff, but she has rung then many times and they have not answered the phone or called back, and it's been happening for over a month!
I feel so sorry for her and I was a bit of a d***head to her in year 8 and late year 7 because of all the stuff that was happening, and even ended up calling her a s***, which I still feel TERRIBLE about, even after apologizing 20 million times and her accepting them..
We have only really started to talk a lot again and I have already started to develop feelings for her again.. I guess feelings for some people really do not go away that easily..
I'm not sure if she likes me but I am her only original friend from that school. I want to tell her I love her, but I don't want things to be complicated again, last time I told her we sort of broke apart.
Incase you didn't read the old topic, she mentioned about having her periods 3 times and she is funny and nice and kind. I've been forgiven about all the bad stuff I did to her and she makes "typos" occaisonally, which are always on purpose.
Any help would be appreciated and I will answer most questions that are asked if required.
You can read my old topic about my crush.. (Might help with answers for this.)
https://www.steadyhealth.com/This_girl___t138063.html
Anyway since then..
Since then I have changed schools because I was being severely bullied, at the school and sexually abused. The girl I liked (call her "C") back in that school has recently moved school also because people there were being cruel to her.
She knows I masturbate however her friend also knows so she decided to call me "Cum boy" and I asked her not to call me it around others, and she promised not too (which she later on did anyway).
This girl (call her "K") was C's best friend, however they have stop talking because K broke promises to her about something.
C has told me she does not feel the way I feel for her, however in yr 7 she did ask me twice in I had feelings for her. I did start to become really dark and cold in year 8 from all the stuff that was happening, plus my sister is severely disabled, and it all got worse near end of year 7.
My sister is epileptic and has brain damage from all the seazures and I have to take care of her most of the time, however she is currently in "Kaoriki House, Morisset" (It's in Australia) which is a Nueropsychiatric hospital.
My social life is a major downer and I am usually quiet in real life and only talk outwards on the internet, which isn't a good thing...
Anyway back to C.
When she left the school her friends said they would call her and stuff, but she has rung then many times and they have not answered the phone or called back, and it's been happening for over a month!
I feel so sorry for her and I was a bit of a d***head to her in year 8 and late year 7 because of all the stuff that was happening, and even ended up calling her a s***, which I still feel TERRIBLE about, even after apologizing 20 million times and her accepting them..
We have only really started to talk a lot again and I have already started to develop feelings for her again.. I guess feelings for some people really do not go away that easily..
I'm not sure if she likes me but I am her only original friend from that school. I want to tell her I love her, but I don't want things to be complicated again, last time I told her we sort of broke apart.
Incase you didn't read the old topic, she mentioned about having her periods 3 times and she is funny and nice and kind. I've been forgiven about all the bad stuff I did to her and she makes "typos" occaisonally, which are always on purpose.
Any help would be appreciated and I will answer most questions that are asked if required.
Ekremere
Well I wish to welcome you to adulthood, if you think this story of yours is bad, wait some time it can and most likely will get worse.
So you spill your guts out to this women (girl) and they slaped you in the face (and ass in your case - love taps), You have done what you can, and it has not gone any where you wish it to, but it has moved on.
Now I find that ladies that talk to me about their very personal topics, like her periods, are your best bet to keep as "best buddies" and not move them in to the lost zone of girlfriends. Having a best buddy of the opposite sex, is better then a girlfriend, they are mostly always there, and always willing to talk and listen, so I say keep her as she is now, tell her that you made a mistake to wish for her to be a girlfriend, but she is a best friend that is a girl, and you love her just for that. both of you will find what is not a good topics to talk about, but most likly not, as there is none.
So ask her is she masturbates? it is ok for any person to masturbate, it seams that girls have more fun at it!!! if she does have her show you, this is acceptable as best buddies.
So now ask her if wishes to go to a movie or any other fun things to do, so just to be with each other.
I had a best friend like this, we talked about everything and never any problems about it, she died in Aug 1999, I do miss her.
So you can learn about the insight of a girl's thoughts and workings for later in life by her, which is soon.
RT
Well I wish to welcome you to adulthood, if you think this story of yours is bad, wait some time it can and most likely will get worse.
So you spill your guts out to this women (girl) and they slaped you in the face (and ass in your case - love taps), You have done what you can, and it has not gone any where you wish it to, but it has moved on.
Now I find that ladies that talk to me about their very personal topics, like her periods, are your best bet to keep as "best buddies" and not move them in to the lost zone of girlfriends. Having a best buddy of the opposite sex, is better then a girlfriend, they are mostly always there, and always willing to talk and listen, so I say keep her as she is now, tell her that you made a mistake to wish for her to be a girlfriend, but she is a best friend that is a girl, and you love her just for that. both of you will find what is not a good topics to talk about, but most likly not, as there is none.
So ask her is she masturbates? it is ok for any person to masturbate, it seams that girls have more fun at it!!! if she does have her show you, this is acceptable as best buddies.
So now ask her if wishes to go to a movie or any other fun things to do, so just to be with each other.
I had a best friend like this, we talked about everything and never any problems about it, she died in Aug 1999, I do miss her.
So you can learn about the insight of a girl's thoughts and workings for later in life by her, which is soon.
RT
Sorry for the double post!
I thought I would mention, she has seen my penis ;\
Year 8, a guy came up behind me and pulled down both my shorts and underwear, then tripped me onto my back, exposing me.
Can't believe these forums don't have the option to edit =.=
I thought I would mention, she has seen my penis ;\
Year 8, a guy came up behind me and pulled down both my shorts and underwear, then tripped me onto my back, exposing me.
Can't believe these forums don't have the option to edit =.=
If I ask her if she masturbates, she will probly kill me and call me a freak :-P
Probly best not to ask her that untill some other time, if ever. :-P
I know masturbation is a normal thing btw ;\
Don't know if she knows it, did I say she knows I do it? ;\ Anywho...
Probly best not to ask her that untill some other time, if ever. :-P
I know masturbation is a normal thing btw ;\
Don't know if she knows it, did I say she knows I do it? ;\ Anywho...
SmartGuy or just blinded by the light?
There is nothing wrong with be in love with your best friends sister, and if he is setting you up, you have his approval on the deal, but it may hurt your two's relationship down the road, if something evil happens.
So you are acting like a total teenager around her, relax breath, breathe deeply, and start out with an easy subject, school starting - what classes she will be taking, what she wishes to do before the summer weather is over, ext... Make it simple, because it is simple.
1st rule (from flirting) be interested not interesting, meaning; talk about her not yourself. plan to have some time together, alone in a park, or similar place, enjoying some summer drinks, going to that place she wishes to go to.... 2nd rule don't expect any thing...at first...or at all...
Do you see what this is, simple, just breath, and say you’re sorry if you say something stupid, like you will, and " Oh, I really meant this" works wonders...
So do you think she is stable also in this relationship? most likely not, so you make small mistakes, not big ones, and when you say those 3 words...I ...you, don't expect them back right away, she may wish to tread some time on her feelings before say something like that....
This is a trail & error time you most likely will not marry her, so don't make those types of plans. Learn for it and enjoy the time you make, even if it is short one.
RT
There is nothing wrong with be in love with your best friends sister, and if he is setting you up, you have his approval on the deal, but it may hurt your two's relationship down the road, if something evil happens.
So you are acting like a total teenager around her, relax breath, breathe deeply, and start out with an easy subject, school starting - what classes she will be taking, what she wishes to do before the summer weather is over, ext... Make it simple, because it is simple.
1st rule (from flirting) be interested not interesting, meaning; talk about her not yourself. plan to have some time together, alone in a park, or similar place, enjoying some summer drinks, going to that place she wishes to go to.... 2nd rule don't expect any thing...at first...or at all...
Do you see what this is, simple, just breath, and say you’re sorry if you say something stupid, like you will, and " Oh, I really meant this" works wonders...
So do you think she is stable also in this relationship? most likely not, so you make small mistakes, not big ones, and when you say those 3 words...I ...you, don't expect them back right away, she may wish to tread some time on her feelings before say something like that....
This is a trail & error time you most likely will not marry her, so don't make those types of plans. Learn for it and enjoy the time you make, even if it is short one.
RT