Feeling terrible after shrooms

i'm also not the same since xmas shroom trip. it was maybe half of a portion and at the beginning all went ok. i've done shrooms many times before. but this time after i start to feel not so ok i start shaking and blocking out, as if my soul was pulled out. i think i blacked out and after i woke up i realised that im not the same any more. deatached, depersonalised, not much motivation, do not feel tired, nor do i feel much of an appetite or hunger. love, happiness, dreams are gone. not that i hate everything, its just so to say numb. i've had days when i would get these anxiety attacks, and one day i decided to try shrooms, it did not work. i smoked pot last week and got panic attack but managed to overcome it and somehow after it i switched inside of my self that being detached is my normal state and i stopped fighting it. since then i can live with it at least. and i hope i will get better. from all the post i found on internet, everybody says it wears off, but it takes time. so lets hang on

do you guys have this feeling as if part of your brain is not functioning? like if you yon you wont feel all this rush in your head or if you laugh its just a laugh nothing triggers inside the brain.

Well it makes me feel better knowing im not alone. This has just been a scary time being so detached from reality. I've also tripped quite a few times before and never had it effect me like this

hang in there, for me it just got better yesterday. but it was hell for 3 months, wow unbelievable what human mind is capable of. i was about to commit a suicide. talk to people about it, let it out, dont force it to go away, let it in, let it take you over and then it will fade away. sports, good food, good vibes, early to bed all those things are necessary.

thank you for your advice, I'm also feeling suicidal because I can't stand my mind. Your post helped me along with this forum in general. It helps knowing I'm not alone and that it will fade. I've just been extremely depressed and unmotivated since but im hanging in there

talk to therapist, dont be afraid about it. the feeling is very weird i and hard to explain. but it will get better. slowly. just keep on doing whats good for you. there will be hard days but the sun will shine eventually. i can not say that i have recovered 100% but after 3 months i had several days in a row that where very good and some that are medium so you will come out of this stronger then before and will learn new things on the way for sure.

I've been feeling like most of those things, did you finally get better, back to normal?

Hey so you got over all of it ? You feel better now?

i feel much better. i would not say i got back to where i was. i feel different and there is a good side of it as well. i think its a long way to get to normal. my doctor said i will need a medication treatment to get to normal, but i'm not doing it now, i keep doing all the things listed for now and see where it gets me. but i can tell that its the only way to recover, just do good for your self. which i was neglecting all my life. now i even got in shape physically started to go to bet in time, good food, meditation, breathing exercise, get up early, exercise. i'm trying to quit smoking and etc. just love your self, pray to god and flow with this vibe. so little by little you will get back to normal. keep posting how it is going for you. its important to share with others as well.

Hey so I did shrooms exactly 3 weeks ago tomorrow 2 days before my birthday. I was stupid and took 3 grams then drank a whole lot of orange juice and took some big dabs because I wasn't tripping like I thought I was supposed to. (I had no idea what shrooms really did, I thought they were just going to be fun and games and make everything look weird and funny for a couple of hours) After getting off work I came home and one of my roommates had an early birthday "present" for me and I was feeling extremely uncomfortable about taking them but they talked me into doing it at around 10:30 pm. Saying I had a bad trip would be a huge understatement, I don't want to go into detail with what I saw it experienced but it was horrible. I still don't exactly remember everything that happened during my trip but it has been coming back to me slowly. I was pretty fine about it except that all I could think about was my trip up until a little over a week ago. I'm a heavy marijuana smoker and I smoked and it fealt like I was in my trip again. I've had a lot of "What if" questions that u had before my trip but not to this extent. I doubt reality sometimes and just don't know where my head is right now I go through infinite possibilities about what reality could really be in my head and it gives me anxiety. I haven't been able to sleep well at night and the other night I had a dream (flashback?) of my trip I was back to one of the parts of my trip and I woke up sweating and goosebumps and scared out of my mind but i fealt like I knew I was having this nightmare and couldn't get out of it. Coming across this has really brought back hope and I hope that by following what others have done I can recover. I also get paranoid when I am in my room because that is where I tripped so I try to avoid being in my room now. I doubt reality and in my head I think there is more to life than what I believe. (Why are we born? What if when we die we just relive our lives over and over again and I discovered this so something is going to happen? What if everything around me is being projected to me and everything I know to be true is just a lie?) It's not very logical but these questions are there. I tried to make this as short as possible and it still ended up being very long but I just want all of these thoughts that are in my head to go away. I've quit weed and have been trying to distract myself more during the day, I've tried to have a better diet and start working out but these two have been harder for me to do. I thought I was the only one and I was going crazy until I found this page today after hours of research and it seems that the only real thing to heal this is time. Is there anyone on here who has recovered and I can get in contact with?

Thank you so much. I am going to a rough, rough time after my first trip 11 days ago. Non-stop EXTREME panic. Crippling, disabling. And it's so hard to find a doctor down here. I made an appointment today and the earliest they had was ten days from now. I wonder how the f**k am I going to make it ten days like this. I only smoke weed, and I read serious stuff on shrooms, and decided to try it out at 30-yrs-old. I had no way to know I was going to be the rare case that gets extreme anxiety afterwards. Bad luck. Never experimenting with my brain chemistry ever again. But your post was so long, and so empathetic, and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for it. I don't know if things will work out for me, it's been so intense and constant for more than a week now, on the verge of going to the ER every day, but your post is so caring. Thank you, man.

Yeah, its been little over a week since my innocent mushroom trip. A trip of revelations and a sense of my sanity being bent and coming close to snapping. It was terrible. At one point I was balling my eyes out while curled up in my bed. I could feel all the suffering humanity has to endure coursing through my entire body. I haven't been the same since... a feeling of dread has crept into my life. I'm frequently anxious and I have a feeling of wanting to randomly cry (which doesn't actually end up happening) for no reason whatsoever. I'm hoping that this will all pass at some point :( Its good to know that I'm not all alone in feeling this way

I'm the guy who posted 20 days ago about my trip a couple of days before my birthday. I want to say that I have been feeling a lot better except that I've had a lot of lucid dreams which last forever when I'll only be sleeping for maybe an hour or two. They're meaningful too but scary at the same time because I can't get out of them. I've also had a lot of anxiety, depersonalization and derealization but that comes and goes during the day. I have to constantly block those thoughts out of my head and when I feel anxiety coming I just let it come without fighting it and it'll always go away real quick. I've spent the last month doing research 24/7 and have found a lot of interesting stuff. You guys should look up the pineal gland and how it can be activated during a psychedelic trip. Also a lot of these symptoms are symptoms of ptsd. When the brain experiences something so traumatizing it enters into fight or flight mode, which is why you guys are feeling this way. I'm driving right now so can't really explain a lot but if anyone needs help id love to help and I also want to get in contact with others, I still haven't been able to talk with anyone going through the same thing as I am.

I took shrooms about 3 months ago, all it took was two small caps and I've never felt worse in my life. I've never been so scared in my life to the point where I was vomitting and shaking.
The trip for me lasted 7pm-7am, I could not believe it, I've never felt worse.
When the morning came I still hadn't slept but I had come out of my bad trip and didn't feel that bad.
All that day my mouth just felt a little numb and my body still tingled but I was okay.
Then night fall hit, I went to get into bed with my boyfriend, laid down and shut my eyes when suddenly it felt like I was in a bad trip all over again. I made my boyfriend come with me to the toilet because I felt like I was going to vomit and pass out. My heart was racing a million miles an hour, I was sweating and have never been so hot, I literally felt like I was going to die.
Anyway to cut the story short, it's been 3 months and I am still not completely recovered.
After having these anxiety attacks 10-15 times a day for 2 months, I went to the doctors to see if the shrooms at done any permanent damage. They hadn't thank god! But I still did not get an answer as to how I can help these anxious attacks.
After finding out that the shrooms had done no permanent damage it was a huge relief and stress taken off my shoulders ! I don't have many attacks anymore but when I leave the house now I always seem to have one and whenever I talk about my bad experience.
If anyone has advice let me know?

i red all the post in here and i can relate. Me and 3 other friends took shrooms 5 days ago and i had a pretty good trip at first. But when i went to bed i start having lots of fear. We only ate 0.5g each. But it was sooo strong. I had the shrooms for over 2 years in my drawer and decided to finaly do it. Not 5 days later all my friends fully recovered except me. I lost my appetite. Im very anxious. Always thinking about it. My visual is also diferent. I see everything moving very fast and in high definition. I keep telling myself its gona go away but when i wake up its still there. I still feel high but im not ... I didnt mix it with any other drug not even alcohol. Im so scared it wont go away but i can still function in society at least ....