I know this question might sound pretty silly to some of you but please hear me out on this. A few days ago I heard about the story of Amanda Todd and I was at first not interested but after a while I was interested so I did some research and watched the youtube video that she uploaded before she killed herself. After that I felt as if I could really understand her and feel her pain. I have been bullied and cyberbullied in the past just not to the extent that she was. What I could relate even more to was the way she felt the last few days of her life (alone). I feel this way nearly all of the time. I did not have the privilege of knowing Amanda but I wish I did so I could have helped her. I know this sounds crazy but I felt more effected by her dead and situation more so than one of my close family members death. I cannot get her out of my mind and this is starting to affect my everyday life. Every time I try to focus on something positive to try to distract myself I keep coming back to thinking about her and what happened. I wish I had a therapist or someone to talk to about this but I don’t so I came to this website to try to get some help. Why do I feel this way? What is it called that I am feeling? Please no negative comments I really need to get to the bottom of this so I can feel better mentally.


The other topic i started got put under the wrong category