Alright I'll start from the beginning. Right now I'm 16 (male) and I maybe started masterbating when I was 12? (Could be wrong) I remember the the first time I did it it was on accident. Not sure how I got started and I don't even remember if there was a build up but I remember an orgasm and me thinking something was wrong or my penis exploded. At that time however I was younger so I never jizzed.
Fast forward a few months and I knew what it was and was doing it pretty often even though I was still younger so I never jizzed once. I don't remember the orgasms that much but I remember them being good enough to where my hand would kind of stutter once I hit that "time."
Here's where things got tricky. So I know that I hadn't reached puberty when I first started masterbating but I'm curious, would orgasms be less intense if you hadn't reached puberty yet? Or would they be as good as it could ever get now(being 16 and reached puberty.) that's my first question.
Now I've been masterbating pretty much up until now without like a huge break and I've run into the problem of my orgasms just kind of....being there. Not feeling bad by any means but not feeling really good either. With these small orgasms I haven't had much fluid come out either. This could be related to the orgasms not feeling that good or because after I reach the orgasm I usually don't keep going. Sometimes when I build it up there will be some but Nothing I need to majorly clean up or anything. Not bad feeling but not really really good and if my memory serves me correctly then not as good as when I first started. Now I've tried to take breaks but it's been pretty hard because I'm never sure when I can masterbate and get the full thing with its highest potential. I've made it maybe like a week at max but the problem is during that week I still masterbate just never to the orgasm.
So I'll go for a bit and then before I reach that point I'll stop and wait a bit before doing it again. In my mind this eases my "addiction" without actually "masterbating." Now if I do this a few times then sometimes a bit of fluid will come out but nothing intense. So the last time I tried breaking and I went for about 4 days while still doing my normal half masterbation and the fourth day I went all the way. A good amount of fluid came out but again it just didn't feel as good!
Now when I say, that it definitely felt ok and it was better then my normal day to day stuff but it wasn't what I expected or what I remembered. Now I could be getting the best orgasm ever and not realizing it and I could be remembering some great feeling that never happened but I have a feeling that's not the case because my hand doesn't stutter and I have no urges to like moan or anything close to that. So my question is what should I do? I want to know if my prepuberty mastebates were as good as they could be and that's what I'm striving for? Because if they would get better after puberty then I have a lot to look forward to because my masterbates haven't reach even my premasterbates (I think) I want to know how long I'd have to take a break before I get the full affect? (By the way I've never had a wet dream) I want to know if my half masterbates diminished the feelings of the final thing and that's why taking a few day break didn't make it feel a ton better? Also any other details I could get would be awesome because I've looked around and never found anything like this before and I really want to have a super good orgasm because my day to day stuff sucks!