So, back in February, I my buttcrack was really itchy and I couldn't help myself from scratching. This was one of the biggest mistakes of my life. In no time at all I had caused it to become irritated and raw enough to open the skin and get infected. It is still infected and has just been steadily getting worse. I'm too embarrassed to go to my doctor. I have to wear one of those giant menstrual pads in the back of my underwear to keep from getting blood and whatever other fluids drain from the wound. It's pretty disgusting honestly. There are like a serious of holes, which I imagine look something like what you see when you google "trypophobia". Sometimes it smells like a dead animal, which I can only assume is my skin literally rotting. Also, when I shower I'll gently lather up my hands and use my fingers to clean it and it's gotten so bad to where I can actually stick my finger tip in some of the holes. Another side note: sometimes it is very painful in the area when I sit or lay down. So, as you can imagine, this has become quite an annoyance. I want to know how to get rid of this mess. The only thing I've tried so far is just neosporan. I'm a 19 year-old female who is overweight (in case that helps at all). Any answers/comments would be very helpful. Thank you.
Please see a Doctor you will need help to care for the tissue. If left this could cause a serious health issue.