Anyway, my timeline syncs up almost perfectly with yours. I'm on day 19 and feel 90% normal. The only issue for me is that sleeping is a little harder, but it is getting better every night. I also want to say that while 20 days sounds scary to people who started with shorter acting opiates; it was so much more mild than full agonist opiate withdrawal. If oxycodone withdrawal is 5-7 days of hell, suboxone at a low dose (1.5mg or lower) is more like 15-20 days of purgatory. It still sucks, but it's doable.
It's funny, I remember the first time I tried an opiate. I thought to myself "what a magnificent feeling. It would be great if I could feel like this all the time.". After a year on them I also remember being broke, scared, and wishing that I could be normal again, and in the same thought also wondering if it was even possible to be normal again.
And at day 18, i've learned that it is very possible. I feel good even as I type this.
Stay strong, normality does return.
Hi, my name is Jennifer. I have been on 4 mgs of subutex for the last 15 months. I have a tiny, little, 2 mg crumb left and I am freaking out. I am actually scared to death! I have been struggling with opiate addiction for the past 8-10 years. I've done the methadone clinic twice and came off each time because I was forced to, due to my circumstances at the time and if these sub withdrawals that I have coming ahead of me are anything like those methadone withdrawals, there's no way I can do it without being locked in a room somewhere, where I have no other choice. I've never came off buprenorphine before and I really don't know what I'm up against or what I should expect. I felt like pure c**p for at least a good 2 months coming off of the methadone and I just don't see where I can possibly go through that again. I am 34 years old and so sick of being in bondage to these drugs. Please help!!!
How are you now? Please pray for my son.
I am so glad I found this page! Your words of encouragement really help! I am a 49 y.o. on day 4 of recovery. My addiction started with back problems, I have three bad discs, two bulges and one is torn. My doc had me on all kinds of meds, kadian, lortabs, ect....I finally got tired of that mess as I was a walking zombie so I decided to quit....after two days I was sick as he'll....a friend offered me a little suboxone to help out with the symptoms needless to say I kept taking it. I did switch to subtext awhile back as I couldn't find suboxone anymore. I was only taking about 1 mg a day but it turned into about a three year run! Ive decided enough is enough!!!! My biggest fear is the back pain! I lost my insurance the first of the year as I cant afford it, so no doctors visits for me. Now into day 4 my pain is pretty bad but I'm alive thank God !! I have no energy, its everything I can do to get up and let my dogs out! I feel like I have the flu, but I know that this will pass !!!I'm dreading the next few days as everyone says they are the worst. Music has helped a lot! Keeps my mind from thinking about the pain. I know in my heart I can do this !! If I can quit smoking after 30 years this should be a piece of cake !! Prayer helps ! I keep telling myself "gods got this ". Hopefully the back issues don't take me back to where I was three years ago! Heres to a clean life !!!:-):-):-):-):-)one day at a time!!!
May 19, 2016 I was off of Suboxone for 5 days, I gave it and took one for 3 days. I am now on day I need again. I will not take another. The mind is a powerful tool with God's help. I need to read these stories, it gives me hope. Thank you ALL for sharing.
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