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I too was on the Fentanyl patch 100 mcg/hr and on 30mg of Oxycodone for break through pain. I was using opiates to control chronic pain. I did not want to be addicted to anything. But opiates woke up a monster in me. All I wanted is more, more, more, and more. If you are already on opiates I am sorry to say you are already addicted if you are correct in the doses you mentioned. As a chronic pain sufferer I can completely relate to you. It's only going to get worse. Recently I had to be admitted to the hospital for surgery and I had surgery and the surgeon was not aware of my tolerance because I was ashamed to tell him. The little 10mg of morphine the give for surgical pain did not do anything...he might as well gave me a shot of water. I was in agony. I finally confessed and was made comfortable with 60mg of IV morphine every 4 hours. The doctor had to titrate the dose to find the right dose. A normal person without tolerance that is injected with that amount would die. You must find another way to control your pain. I was so sick of being constipated and feeling lazy. I loved the euphoria it was like heaven, but when your tolerance level maxes out your doctor will start to become concerned the higher the dose you ask for. I decided to quit cold turkey as some call it. I am on day 8 and will never touch opiates again. Here is how it will start...day 1 you will sweat like crazy and you won't be able to sleep, Day 2 more sweating and then the withdrawal pain starts, Day 3 you will get severe chills and feel at times like you are burning from the inside out, at night legs will move and you won't be able to stop it (some refer to it as RLS), you will get sick at your stomach, you will get diarrhea, Day 4 the same as day 3 except my eyes watered profusely and I could stop yawning, Day 5 same as day 4 a little less intense and have severe insomnia, Day 6 have terrible diarrhea other symptoms have subsided, Day 7 have terrible diarrhea and insomnia, and now I'm on day 8 and I still have diarrhea and anything I eat goes right through me and I have horrible stomach cramps after eating and I have lost at least 30 pounds. And hear is the worst part I had medication given to me the doctor to help with the sickness. I took lomotile for diarrhea, promethazine for nausa, tranxene for sleep and to ease muscle spasms. Even with meds to help you through your withdrawal you will go through hell. But don't think of it as a bad thing every time I think about popping an opiate in my mouth or relapse I think of the hell I am going through. There is no easy way to stop, people with tell that there is but for someone who has never been on Fentanyl high doses like you and me will have no idea about the fate that awaits them. I am using advil for pain and it is not working. I am hoping to move to California so I can get a prescription for medical marijuana. In my early years 20 plus years ago I smoked it and never had a physical addiction and I could stop at anytime with no physical pain. Bottom line opiates are physically addictive and you will experience pain when you stop them. I used to smoke tobacco and one day I woke up and said I don't want to smoke I quit with no problem and no pain. But with opiates the pain was hell. I hope this helps you.
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I've been through this many times. This is the first time that I found these items by researching the causes of cold hands, RLS, and other symptoms, and so I feel confident that this is the last time. I'm on Day 9 and I'm pretty sure the physical is done with other than not being able to sleep a full night. I thought wine would do it last night, but it didn't, but I still feel alright. I'm taking a trip to NYC for my 30 day clean time. Exercise helps, setting goals and rewards, just having something to look forward to is a great tool. When your down, it feels like you'll never be up again, but the good isn't nearly as far away as it seems. So pick yourself up, dust yourself off, find something that makes you happy to get you by, and you'll be ok.
If this helps just 1 person, I'll consider it a success. I'm just trying to help. By the way, I had been on Subs for the last year and a half and on Oxys/ Hydromorphone for the previous 4 years or so. All I read is how Sub w/d's are the worst and it's so bad... blah blah. It's not. It's just the worst right now... better days are ahead.
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OK FIRST LET ME SAY(YOU CAN DO IT)Although at 1st you will not be convinced that you can/will.. THIS WAS HOW IT WENT FOR ME.
DAY 1, you will get that feeling like you need to take a pill.The morning will start with that burning in your head and your ears that goes away after a pill or 2 DONT .by the afternoon you will be cold but in your head you will be telling yourself your goin ta do it. KEEP BUSY.
DAY 2, I WAS FREEZING AND WEAK ,make sure you drink because you are going to pee every 15-20 min. tea, to warm you up helps, but drink gatorade or similar water.KEEP HYDRATED, today you will be questioning your decision now because now the pain start's.Everything you do is going to be a chore,your legs and feet are going to be HEAVY and you body will ache.EAT LIGHT.every few hours or you wont at all and if you eat a big meal you will throw up.Try to see a dr. for a sleep aid or anxiety med.cause your anxiety level will be off the chart and you deff.are not sleeping tonite.KEEP BUSY.Watch a movie take a walk ,but KEEP BUSY.
DAY 3,OH MAN now is when you realize this is not a hang over you are dealing with,youu dont feel any diff then yesturday in fact WORSE.KEEP BUSY its hard to but just do it (you can).I started to watch COLD TURKEY video by MR.John Lennon every few hours.Cant tell you why but it helped me (find something to help ease your mind too.)
DAY 4,5,6 WERE THE SAME I DIDNT FEEL ANY BETTER.
DAY 7 WAS THE WORST.I hated myself,everyone and every thing(not sure but think my body finally was flushing )KEEP BUSY
DAY 8 Started to feel diff.(BETTER) Not great but differnt(still hard to sleep) I CANT SAY IT ENOUGH (KEEP BUSY)
DAY 9 OH MAN! big diff. I feel somewhat normal,Still a little cold but a bit normal. You have to stick with it Its probably one of the hardest things you will ever do. and dont take that pill because you never ever want to go through this again. (3 years goes fast that when I started taking it)
I have been doing it alone Try not to go it alone, get support.
I am on day ten I will report back i
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IM BACK
DAY 10
T mornining was OK by 3:00 axiety was starting to toy with me again. So after work was done I stoped in Home Depot ,went home ferilized my lawn(I KEPT BUSY) I sang the words to COLD TURKEY the whole time. Still have leg and feet pain but less.
DAY 11
Morning so far is real good ,Still have leg pain but not as much. EVERY DAY IS A STRUGGLE, gotta keep BUSY
BE BACK TOMMORROW
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I'M BACK
DAY 12
(to answer your question)I was taking 7 to 9 oxy's per day 90MG'S A DAY for alittle over 3 years
(OK HERE WE GO)Still had a hard time going to sleep and I was a little irretible this morn with just everyday things like traffic the seat in my car and blah blah blah.
its 11:30am and that wore off and I'm feeling better.A little shakie(I think thats because my body is exhausted) my feet are still hurting but that adjustment pain is mostly gone(AND I FEEL FREE)
I am a little emotional and depressed,but(I HAVE TO KEEP BUSY) THIS WAS THE HARDEST THING I EVER HAD TO DO
If you are going to start the stop or just started the stop. There is not doubt that it f@#kin hurts ALOT, BUT KEEP BUSY(try to do things you like to do) although at the time of WITHDRAWING even things you know that you like (you won't like) BUT keep it in your head that you do like it.Music,movies,videos drawing etc.(KEEP BUSY)
for me everyday after day (7) has got easier
as you all know I'm on day 12 and it felt like a month.
MAKE SURE TO EAT LIGHT EVERY FEW HOURS AND KEEP HYDRATED.
I am standing up straighter and not cold anymore. I am tired but as you will see sleeping is no fun either , until you fall asleep.
I will be back again tommorrow. It hurts(listen to COLD TURKEY by JOHN LENNON even the music will explain how you are feeling)
I feel for you all and it does go away (you don't know me)but you really do.
see you on day 13 IF YOU NEED TO SAY SOMETHING I WILL ANSWER. I'M NO DR, BUT DID THE DOCTOR GO THTOUH THIS?
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