I was the exact same way... The exception for me was I had access to straight porn. I was only interested on the men. If it was a threesome with two men- bingo! raised in a small town with three older, macho brothers. Dad was a captain in the army. When I finally realized it after 22 years of marriage and told my family, I realized they already knew it my whole life and excepted me. And really who cares who u sleep with? You're r the exact same person!
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PS: I know it's not related but I just want to remove this misunderstanding....it's a pet peeve so please bear with me .
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It boils down this. Everyone wants to categorize things. Porn and relationships are NOT the same thing.
If you get excited being a voyer, which watching porn is, enjoy it for what it is and don't get it confused with real life.
Do not confuse what you like to watch with your own sexuality. On the other hand if you are only thinking about boys and a naked girl doesn't get you excited, then you are gay. And if you are Gay, embrace what God has made you.
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Please please hear me when I say that marrying someone will NOT change an addictive behavior. I told myself that same lie and it only made my marriage even worse. I kept my addiction a secret from my wife while we dated and for several years after we were married and had children. When i confessed it to her years later she was DEVASTATED. Whatever weaknesses or issues people have in their lives will be exposed in marriage. Both of us had profound father wounding issues. What your soul is actually craving is Godly masculine affection and affirmation but the powers of darkness only want to pervert this pure need via porn and masturbation. My marriage of almost 12 years was filled with toxicity and strife from both sides and the more problems we had the more my desire for gay porn intensified to the point that I didn't even want her anymore and it made me callous and indifferent to her. Emotionally my porn addiction caused me to check out long before the proverbial sh$+ hit the fan and fell apart. To make the long story short...I'm now preparing for divorce and I'm relieved to be getting out of it. I married for all the wrong reasons. I'm sorry to be so long winded but please do yourself a favor...be brutally honest with yourself and others and pursue the healing that only Jesus can give. Believe me when I say He loves you and there is nothing too ugly to talk to him about. Before you commit to anyone you owe it to yourself and others to be authentic and whole in your soul ! Best wishes in your journey!
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Im 17 male and i like this answer! Im a virgin so it's even more confusing for me that I ejaculate faster and like gay porn more sometimes. Though this answer sums it up I really just want to kiss a guy which I've done but never any further just want to try again and see if we go further and if I like it, i have a feeling I'll be weireded out once there penis comes out, I'll just have to try and see
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I watch gay porn all the time. I regularly masturbate to gay porn. I fantasize about being screwed by a man. But the weird thing is, I find the thought of being kissed by a man a turn off. I never look at men in the street or down the pub and think I would like to f**k you. The only thing that gets me turned on is being sucked off , or being screwed in the ass.
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I'm 18 and I love gay porn, as well as the thought of having sex with a man. When I first discovered porn, I thought gay porn was the only option, and now I'm hooked. Straight porn just doesn't do it for me. The thought of sex with a woman turns me on, though, just not the porn. I know I'm straight because I can't imagine being in a full blown relationship with a man, but I'd like to try something with one. Physically, I'm attracted to men and women equally. Although I'm very social, I went to a very small private school all through high school and didn't ever get a chance to do anything with either sex, not even be in a relationship. I'm going into college identifying as straight, so I think once I get an actual girlfriend I'll be able to put the whole gay-curious thing into perspective. But if I'm not in a relationship with a woman I wouldn't be surprised to find myself at a gay bar looking for a one night stand lol.
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Hey totally agree with your statement it suits my life too... what is the website you refer to?
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