I dont know what to do?!?

If your boyfriend really loved you he would wait an eternity for you and not try to pressure you.
To some guys a girls virginity is like a trophy and as soon as they get that trophy they move on to the next so I would advise you to think long and hard about it as once its gone there's no getting it back for someone else who you may meet that is really caring and special.
Loosing your virginity can hurt a bit yes but if the situation is right and the guy really cares about you he won't rush and will make you feel relaxed and the pain will soon turn to pleasure.
The more the guy cares the slower things will go so the more enjoyable it will become.
If your current boyfriend is pressuring you now I have a feeling he won't care about how turned on you are or about your feeling during sex at all.
Hope this helps you and please remember to always use a condom not just to protect from pregnancy but also from STDs to.
If he says he doesn't like using condoms like some do then tell him its no to The sex.

Hey Jadeee

Sorry I know via inbox I promised you a reply earlier, I just lost the topic till it resurfaced thanks to blankcanvas:-|

I know just how you are feeling, reading your other posts too, that others viewing this may not be aware of you are at the stage you are getting very interested in sex yourself and want to know what it feels like, add to that this issue your feeling the pressure.  I remember feeling the same and my mum saying ' sex isn't all that dont bother till your older' but watching all the people in movies having sex sure didn't look like it was nothing to me, and I'd been going quite far with the foreplay which I'd been enjoying so was thinking the same, should I go for it and just have full sex.  When my first time came it was awkward, we didn't spend much time on foreplay wanting to try sex to see what it was like with my mum downstairs scared of her catching us, so not much effort went into it, and it was over quite fast. It was literally a mutual agreement to have sex, just to see what all the fuss was about...A REALLY stupid reason in other words!  It didn't hurt so much as burnt.  I try to think of my first time as having sex being with the guy after him, although factually I'd already lost my virginity.  The next guy I ended up being with for about 18 months and we spent more time on each other, I was very self conscious of my body (I still am) and although I'd let him see my boobs, and my bottom half, never the two at once%-) yah I know go figure lol Most times I would always keep my t-shirt on as it helped me feel better about myself.  It was with this guy my hymen broke but not the first time we had sex, and on that occasion the sex did hurt a little and felt a bit sore after. 

I'm telling you all this so you can hopefully see I can relate to you and maybe my advice will have more impact if you know I've been there done that and I'm not just an adult repeating the 'don't do it lecture'  So on to you then.  Your partner is older than you, 2 years is nothing but at the ages you both are so much can happen in those 2 years.  For a guy sex is easy come easy go, not many of them respect you even if they tell you they do, they just spew out c**p they think you want to hear, hoping you will fall for it, feel secure, trusting and hand over the goodies.  Not all guy's are like this but from the little you say about your current partner him putting pressure on you makes me think typical 17 y.o just wants to have his way and sure he may stay with you after the deed is done, if your handing over the goods and get on, well he's onto a good thing...Then again he may be the type to have added another cherry to his belt and skip off in search of the next.  You only get one shot at this so make it count, make the guy jump through hoops to get it if he cares for you not only will he, but he wont mind when you feel ready.  Yes it's natural he will become sexually frustrated but you can help him out with that using foreplay, he and you also don't need full intercourse to feel totally satisfied and be as close as you possibly can be to each other.

Being self conscious of yourself does not help, if you decide to have sex your going to be very aware of the areas of your body your not happy with, trying to hide them and not feeling happy this is going to effect the sex too, as you will be tense and not able to give yourself as much as you might be able to if you felt more at ease.  This may well be right guy for you just the wrong time, in which case he will wait.  If he does not well his loss, you still have your virginity and someone more deserving gets to share it with you.  If I were in your situation, with the mind I have now I would continue with the level of sexual interaction you are happy with, be this mutual masturbation, oral whatever, but I would be in no rush to commit to full sex.  As you spend more time with him you may become less self conscious about yourself, and may decide to go further, if it's all feeling good and like the time is right.  Whenever this is the guy should respect your decision and follow your lead, if at any point you decide you've changed your mind no means NO, ask them to back off and slow down it's fine to back out as it's your body and ultimately your decision who you allow to enter it.

One more boring point I suppose I should mention, your in the US and your age for consent is not the same as where blank canvas and myself are.  Here 16 is the age you are legally aloud to have sex.  I'm not sure if where you are it's 18 or 21.  Under this age you need to be aware of the law, as even if you are saying yes I agree, if your parents find out and decide to call the police I believe it's classed as rape due to your age.  I'm not sure if the guy being 17 would have any baring on this or if it's only the age of the female, but this is another reason you may want to hold off a little.  Like I said in my post yesterday you can get some great orgasms from the ideas I gave you, you don't need to have sex to feel any more pleasure, in fact it can be a big let down at first as you are expecting this great wow to happen...far more likely the great wow will come from foreplay, so if I were you I'd hang on just a bit longer, see how it all plays out.  If you do decide to go ahead please please please use a condom.  I don't want to be speaking to you in 4 weeks time responding to an  'Am I pregnant' topic or 'do I have a sti' topic.  If you agree to sex and your partner trys to talk you out of using a condom with some lame excuse like it reduces sensation, and trust me I will pull out before ejaculation8-| defiantly tell him to get bent, it's simply not worth the risk

I'm here if you need me Jadeee...although a bit slow to reply at times just gimme a shout if you need anything