I'm 15 and have a 17 week old son. I have a history of abuse, mental disorders, eating disorders, drug abuse, drinking problems, self harm and I've attempted suicide too many times. My question is; How can I start living a new chapter in my life and stop letting every little thing put me down and make me feel suicidal? I try thinking of my son and say I have to live for him, but sometimes I'm not strong enough to believe in that. My son already lost his biological father before he was born, I don't want him to live without a mom, too.
Go to my page on FACEBOOK...I will help you...my advice to you is to contact Doug Bottorff or Jim Rosemergy on FACEBOOK...they are wonderful friends of mine...they can help you...they will give you the tools you need to live an extremely happy life. Also, once you've learned to let the LIGHT in (meditation) you problems with begin to fade...you will have new friends that will support you and love you...PEACE and HAPPINESS to you...friend me on FACEBOOK under BRIAN HUGH WAGNER.
So much has happened since I posted this :'(