im a 19 girl and i dont know how but iv learned a crazy and hard way to masturbate since i was 7 or 8 and at that time i just felt some feeling that i just knew that it can increase by watch something sexy(at that age kissing coupes was sexy for me) i think it was at 15 that i found out what is it exactly because i was too shy to ask,and nobody explaned it for me,i can remember that they just didnt let me to do it when i was 7.so i used to do it when i was alone,now i cant belive how long iv been doing this and i feel exteremly guilty,i can remember that i used to do this at least 6 times a day,and that make me cry.....i push my leggs on each other till i feel alittle good its not that much....and now that im an adult whenever i make love with my boyfriend an he touch my clitoris i dont feel any special thing and i never had somthing like orgasm!i hate myself because of this,sometimes i think i will find that person who tought such a stupid and dirty thing to a 7 year old kid and ask her/him WHYYYYYY????????????now i dont know what to do
Please explain exactly what you mean if you want help. What do you mean by "i will find that person who tought such a stupid and dirty thing to a 7 year old kid and ask her/him WHYYYYYY????????????"
- So did someone teach you something dirty?
- Do you not know whether it was a male or female who taught you?
- How do you think you will find that person?
- What exactly happened when you were 7 or 8?
- What did you find out when you were 15?
- Who was the "they" who "just didnt let me to do it when i was 7"
- Exactly where is it that "i feel alittle good its not that much"
- Do you masturbate? How?
- Where are you from?