Hello, and thank u for your response, and I appreciate your response and just so you know When I met this man it was twenty five years ago when before I even had kids, now we have three beautiful children together two grown girls, a preteen son, and a granddaughter whom we truly adore more then life it's self, and the reason why our kids out there is because their my life♡ and I have to say that you are totally wrong if u r assuming that I went back to my abuser, and I am very well aware about what physical and sexual means and wat I am going through is weigh beyond the tipical abuse is I am in the stages of he will not take no for an answer and as he said he will never stop until he's dead!! and I have told my family and that I am also on top of doing what I'm suppose to do...and the good thing is that I'm out of the abusive relationship but I will never be free!!! again, thank you speaking your mInd, hope u have a wonderful day