Ive been on opiods for 20+ yrs and fent 100 a day eating them for the last 14 yrs. if I fry to quit now will it really kill me. I want out Im only 34 yrs old and have a family and tired of the whole song n dance...
I want to start off by saying that I know exactly how you feel. It's the hardest thing to get rid of. Its scary quitting and detoxing. However, you can do it if you wean yourself down. You really cannot do this "cold turkey". That will hurt you more than help you.
I was addicted to pain pills myself and I have a sister that is very sick from her addiction. I think the first step is - knowing you have a problem and getting help. If you go to a doctor that manages these things - he can help you wean off and maybe give you something that will help with the withdrawal feeling. Suboxone is a popular one that they sometimes give.
I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. Hopefully you can find a doctor that will help you. I will pray that you can beat and overcome this addiction.