My boyfriend raped me for my virginity, I don't remember much except it hurt extremely bad (I mean no sh*t, he raped me) it's been 2 years now and it won't heal on it's own, most of the time I don't feel a thing, sometimes I feel a lot of pain and then I go back to being numb, I think I have a scar on the inside of my vagina, that's probably where the pain is coming from. What can I do or should I do to fix this?
Go see a doctor. Sounds like he damaged you. I hope you put his butt in jail for that.