i was raped at the age of 11

HI hizgrace



i had a panic attack 2day because i never had my panic alarm with me and felt like i was being followed am i just lettin myself get scared over nothin.

i also got the result for my rape test and im pregnant wat should i do?

wat would u do? pls help me im confused and dont now what to do.

i need your advice.

i have been feeling really down and just cant help feeling like i dont wanna be here no more. and i have noticed i have been feeling the need to self harm alot more. how do i deal with this.

can u help me pls.



thanks bermondsey101

Hi Bermondsey,
Take a deep breath, sweetie, it will be ok. Do you have anyone there to emotionally support you that you trust? A suggestion that I would make to you, would be to seek out a counselor whom you can have help you through this. You see, when we go through things in life (major issues or small issues) it TRULY helps to have someone to counsel you who is on the outside, because they can honestly and compassionately help us through things that we might not see.
I would suggest going to a church that offers Christian counseling. About 80 percent of the time they counsel for free. You were mentioning about wanting to hurt yourself, that isnt good, my deepest suggestion would be to truly seek out counseling, it isnt good to go this alone.
You also mentioned that you were pregnant from this happening. You asked me what to do and what I would do. My advice (humbly speaking) would be to seek the counsel of a trusted person. What would I do? Well, years ago, before I accepted The Lord, I probably would have had an abortion, because I didnt know the truth about abortion, and about other things, but now, no I wouldnt have an abortion, my understanding, my heart and the truth of it have changed since then.
You need to seek out some help though, and step out not in fear, and seek someone who can help you out.
I voluteered at a crisis pregnancy center as a lay counselor and also as a post abortion recovery counselor. TRUE HEALING is not impossible, but you have to take the first steps, no other person can do that for you.

Hizgrace

Bermondsey,
Oh by the way, panic attacks.....I have had those too. I know how those are. Deep breath, sweetie, it will be ok.

Hizgrace

thank u hizgrace



im sorry i keep askin u lots of things but i dont now any1 else i can ask i am alone. i will contact the counselor they offered me and see what happens when i go. and i dont think i can go through with an abortion because i dont think i could loose another baby. just have to make sure they dont find.

sorry but theres someone who can help their phone number is 911.

Just tell your parents.Thell still love you.No matter how frustrated they might get, it wont be worse than if you actually ended up pregnant.

Get the f*****g police. that should not be happening. Those people need to be arrested.

Sounds like you are enjoying it at this point. So just let them have your pusssy slutt!

The police will not do anything about it because the police also commit acts of rape. I KNOW. I had a County Sheriff feel me out physically by playing with my breasts back in 1997 and I was already in my 50s.