Hay. I'm 14 and I think I mitgt be gay or bio. I have been in love with several girls but never dated I am very shy and if a girl smiles at me or trys to talk. To me I freak out because I'm. Afraid I migt say something wrong I have a difrient atraction everyday I've gone from toon porn to asain to ebony to. Fat girl to red head I also have difrient girls I am sexualy atracted to every day I always thougt. I am strigt until about a year ago I went to a gay porn site I cumed in seconds from. Gay porn much quiker than strigt porn and I was sure I was gay for about a day or two. But I started wathing normal porn again. and. It turned me on I have this one friend he is not good looking or sexy he looks like a toothpick but I have a strange sexual atraction towards him I cum like in seconds but its only this one guy I also have this strange atraction I despratly want to be screwed in the anal its weird but the most of the times I've been sexualy atracted to women its like I have two sides one side gay and one side strigt It feels difrient if I mastrbate to gay porn I don't think men are sexy at all I think women are so cute and sexy I duno if I'm bio or gay. Realy don't want to be gay I don't want to wake up to a man I want to mary a. Beutuful women and have kids.if I turn out to be bio I'll be okay with that but I duno what I'll do if I'm gay this is realy cuased to to be depresed I'm a Christian and this is avecting my life I keep watching porn and mastrebating to check if I'm gay. I don't get hard on lesbian porn but I do on gay culd this be a phase or I'm I gay I realy can't live like this anymore. I sufer from hocd I know. This sounds realt stuipid. But can somebody please reply I realy don't want to live like this anymore
Hi dude, only you will know if you are straight, gay, bi or otherwise, and this is a knowledge that will grow over time. You say you want to fall in live with, and have kids with a woman. And you find girls attractive. But you are also attracted to gay porn. Youvdon't need to make a decision at 14. This can take time to figure out. it is ok to be straight or gay or bi, but is stressing you out because you are not comfortable with being gay and probably worried about what others think, your friends, family, church. Where I live some schools, including catholic schools, have student groups for discussing sexuality. And local government health services also run similar groups for teens. These are for people who are unsure about their sexuality. Some people will know they are gay or lesbian from a young age, other struggle with it. sone think they are.gay but as they mature realise they prefer the opposite sex. Or it can go the other way. No one should try to pressure you into their way of seeing the world. There are many ways of being sexual and they are all ok as long as no one us being hurt or exploited. a group like I mentioned above could give you a safe way of talking to others who are going through this too and working out your feelings. It is also important to know that sexuality us about your desires. I am bisexual but in a monogamous relationship with a man. I find women attractive but wont cheat on my partner. It is possible to be bi and married. but it is also important to be true to your desires and honest with your partners. If you are gay it is not fair to marry a woman. but being gay is ok if that us who you really are. I am not saying that you are. It is possible to have fantasies that you would never want to carry out in real life. You may be straight but like gay porn. Whatever your sexuality, try to be ok with it. Gay, bi, straight, its all ok. And you will be happier if you can accept yourself whatever your sexuality. I hope that helps.
If you did not have access to the internet you would not see gay porn, at least until your 18 and legal age to buy it. But Gay porn is sex, and you can get turned on because you see two people having sex. Lesbian porn is harder for you too understand if you have never had sex with a woman. They stimulate their clitoris with their finger or tongue, like a man would do if he was inserting his penis into her vagina. You do not have to have anal sex to hit your prostate, which is the male G-spot, or basically what you would equate the clitoris to be on a woman. You can take your finger, after you have trimmed your fingernails, and insert one into your anus and rub on your prostate. Some women do this to their man, and it gives more pleasure when he gets off. So wanting to stimulate your prostate does not make you gay. Try it and see if it helps you better understand. But whether you have straight or gay sex, you need to always use a condom. Bodily fluids (sperm) transmits the virus, or possibly by kissing, or oral sex, if you bleed around your gums when you brush your teeth, then it can get into the system that way. The acids in your stomach will kill the virus, it is having it in your mouth that transmits it. We saw our first sex education movie in the sixth grade. And studied it in biology. But it is not unusually for guys to experiment with a guy friend at your age. Either masturbating together or each other. Many guys do that and then start dating and get married. The other poster was correct in saying at your age, you don't have to decide what your sexual preference is. And if you think gay porn is affecting you, the simple solution is not going to gay websites!! OR just turn off your computer and hang out with friends. The real world is not on your computer.
Another boy addicted to porn at the cost of his social liffe. Get dressed, out of the house and start hanging around with other boys. You might want to join a gym as well. I'm sure with that you'll have a boyfriend in no time and can quit being a spectator. But doubt you needed an answer to that question. I'm sure you are well aware you're Gay. And nothing to be ashamed of. It's simply the way it is and something that cannot be changed.