hello im 15 and ive been masturbating after i learned how or ever before that and the problem is that i dont get easily turned on but i do it anyway when i was younger i get turned on easily but i guess i got used to it?? but sometimes im not use to looking in reality things but i guess i just sucked it up and not get affected the only things that gets me on is the fanfiction stories about anime and characters i like i kind of need help on this one since i tried to see what turns me on and i dont want be an ignorant on these things since normally it shouldnt and its a way to know myself and typically having an identity crisis but im still straight am i having a hormonal problem or am i already hormonaly deprived person:-|im introvert and i guess a closet pervert? since i always kept to myself and i rarely show interest on people i guess im in between being an emo and a goth but i have an attitude if strangers just become close to me even thought we dont know each other punkish emo i guess but other than that i wanna know if i still have hormones and getting turned on is a bit difficult :|...but i do still try doing what ive started till it reached its end...yea i know this is stupid and embarrassing :$
bro's,dudes..or girls,grandmas,female/male or whatever can you help me?:-|