Hi, I was smoking Heroin and Crack Cocaine for approx. 8 months before I entered a Subutex Program in Aug 2008. I chose Subutex as my Brother (a former Heroin user who has now passed away) told me NEVER to use Methadone as a substitute for Heroin under the illusion it is better for you or will HELP you! It get's into your bone marrow and is a lot more difficult to detox off than Heroin itself. Unfortunately, Subutex had side affects with me... I had terrible stomach cramps, therefore my Drug Worker prescribed me the very "magical" Methadone that my Brother had warned me about. They started me at 70mls daily, which I thought was quite high to say I only smoked up to 1g daily for 8 months. I knew people that injected up to 3g daily for 10+ years, and were on less Methadone than I. But the professionals knew best, right? Wrong, in my case! After 2.5 years at 70 mls daily I decided that I would reduce myself (as my Drug Worker would not reduce me due to my drinking habit, and kept saying I needed to detox from Alcohol before they would consider lowering my Methadone). I reduced by 10mls, taking me down to 60mls daily. I had no side affects following this reduction, therefore I starting thinking that maybe I was taking an unnecessary high doseage that I did not need. After approx. 3 months at 60 mls daily I reduced myself by a further 15mls, taking me down to 45mls daily. Again, no side affects. Then I started getting brave and after just one week on 45mls I reduced again by 10mls, taking me down to 25mls daily. After a further week I reduced to 20mls daily..... BANG, I started rattling on the second day at 20mls. My point here is I was taking 50mls of Methadone OVER what I actually NEEDED to keep my rattle at bay for nearly 3 years! At this point I started reducing 2mls fortnightly until I reached 10mls daily.
I am now on Day 12 of a 15 day Methadone detox, using prescribed Britlofex tablets. On the eve of Day 1, I took my usual 10mls of Methadone - that was the last time I was to take it. My Drug Worker also prescribed 14 x 7.5mg Zopiclone sleeping tablets to help me through the evenings - because as most of you on here will know, sleep during detox is almost fictional. I was also prescribed Ibuprofen for aches and pains and other medication for sickness, diarrhoea and stomach cramps, of which I have only needed to use the Ibuprofen occasionally during the last 12 days. Today I feel a little rough as the Britlofex tablets are being reduced - but believe me when I say that I felt a lot worse when I was reliant on less than a mouthful of green liquid daily just to function!
Personally, I find it to be true that no matter how or what method you choose to go through a Methadone detox, you WILL have side affects that are not pleasant, of course you will, there would not be so many people using drugs / Methadone if not. We all have to accept the fate that comes with putting poison into our bodies no matter how "hard done by" we feel. There are many reasons why these drugs are illegal!
Finally, I state that my preferred choice between "cold turkey" or Methadone would be "cold turkey". My opinion on this is concrete because I did 2 "cold turkey" detox's and found them to be much less mind-screwing than the constant daily battle with the Demon that presents itself in Methadone! It played with my mind to the extent that I lived and breathed it, and nothing else in my orbit seemed relevant anymore.
I hope that each and every one of you finds your solace in your individual battles, and if anyone would like further info on the Britlofex Detox, I will be happy to provide information from the literature I have.
And remember that man is just another animal that has to fight in order to survive - whether the fight is with drugs, drink or just getting the job we so crave - it is still a fight that takes courage, determination and strong-will!
GOOD LUCK!!!!
Ok folks, here goes. I have been on some kind of pain management for 7 years. I had a tumor in my chest wrapped around the vessels of my heart for several years. It took 5 years to diagnose me. had surgery about 3 yrs ago, where they saved my life, but caused a permanent nerve injury in my rt arm. I have been on main management since. I spent one year, last year at a methadone clinic, which ruined my life. I lost my job as a nurse after running into my patients mother at the clinic. She was a patient there too. Anyway, need to pass a drug test for a new job. I am seeing a new pain Dr who doesn't want me off the meth, but I'm doing it. I weaned to 10mg for several wks, and Sat. jumped off. I am taking metaprolol for the BP problems, and 0.5mg a day of xanax. Yesterday was the worst so far, however woke up with diarrhea today. today is wednesday. I am at the 96 hr point. How much longer will this go on? When will my urine be clean? I am getting calls from the recruiter constantly. HELP!!!
Its funny no one has mentioned niacin for clensing and detox
im on 4 mls now i toped out at 95mils an its took me over 4 year 5 mils every 2months am at 4 mils and its been a long dark path theres worst to come when you stop fully but there is a light at the end of the tunnel just chin up keep strong it wont last forever try some tamazypam 4 sleep n diazypam for muscles just 4 day or two a u dunt wanna be swaping for summett else
i have beenon methadone for twelve years.....yeah straight.....i have recently been tryn to come off...down to 5 milligrams.....i have recieved no help from my clinic....i am scared to death....am i crazy will i use again...want to be free..have na programin place but is this enough.i am35 year old woman and severly depresses over life i have wastef..these feelings have taken bigger men out...when does pain stop....?????????
i dont believe the pain ever stops. you just get used to it. on my 14th day quitting cold turkey, and still diahreah, sneezing and a little weak. but for me my worst days were 3456789. whats been workin for me is telling myself i am done and just keep putting 1 foot in front of the other. family support is a must (or someone) i force myself to workout every day. for me it helps, baths and hot showers too, drink lots of liquids. but honestly i believe i just got tirerd of the clinic.( freaken hour and a half wait in line.) money, and it is my time to quit. thats most important. you have to be ready mentally in my opinion. just keep strong and remember, its mind over matter. if you dont mind, it dont matter.
I am also at 60 mg at the moment and want out of this hellish life. Im going broke over this, its pushing everyone away from me, and im scared for the doom ahead to detox. I notice u wrote this over a year ago how long till u felt decent, normal?? please help.