i started a methadone with the usual does 30 ml .GRADUALLY the promblem became so muh iw ent on a increase evry weakk 10 ml more.last week i was on 80 in last 8 motnhs i have used herion 7 8 times ....bt have taken load ov blues at several ocaasion and times .wid methadone which cozed me a bit of night mares coz ov blues ansd sleepleesness even u i was taking methadone .wid dat i was takking another other substitute with myth ...
hash only on wekkand use to smoke a score bag in a day ....nw am on 70 ml ecvveryday i say to my self since nearly 9 months am gonna live it.have decresed it t till 70 ml and nw on staturdday they gave me 70 ml and i was rough at 8 oclock so i had 70 ml to takeaway wid me to home and i thought maybe i.ll just to calm my self da now and nt f***K tomorrow i ,ill take 10 ml to cal my self dwn n it did after abt 10 mint i was betta i took daaa whole left up 60 ml and since 8 o clock staturday night till monday 2 .00 today i had to go to get my daily scirpt wich last night ithought taking all i had even the sunday one that i wnt eve touch it bt the cold and warm effects r wthe worst i turned off heating i was coled ,,open up heating i was ojk for awhile than freezing than sweating at the same time ... and all nitght i cud nt slepp till 8 in the morning sewating and in pain ..starting doin sum pcuh ups wich helps me reklive sum body pain coz i do tran my self these dayz at my house if u dont do it u can get cramps and boy pain daily..bt the sweating make me got o the pharmacy 2 hours ago roughly and i took abt 70ml and nw am finee..bt hw can i live nw am thinking tomowwow i want wnt my addicion worker is putting me down 10 mls every forth night bt i fink i am gonna start it doin decreasing 10 ml every week frm this fri ,,,i dnt think i can leve it straight away ...can u ple;ase telk me what to tow hen i have cold and heat ....ftrrreazing and sweating at her same time ...??? and should i just leave it or take some subsstitute ??? am in reeal pain i want to sort myself out coz ov dat i felt lazy and did,nt even bother to look for a job sdsince august dthe day i started my methdadone ...nw on 70 ml it made me fesh cleaning my house and sugff working out chin ups push ups ...bt wen i d nt have iot obviouly am sick plz help me and tell me what to sdo i dnt wht to go to abak to herion for some dayz its goona make worst innitt or shall i take some sleeping pills or ....????????? i am young guy 21 years old i really WANT TO SORT MY SELF OUT NOT EVEN TASKE HASH AND THAN LEAVE CIGS AND STUFF LIKE THAT U KNW WHAT I MEAN ... ????