I can't stand Mother's day and wanting a child. Me and my husband have been trying for seven years and nothing, I am 42.. People have given up a us at chruch we are the old couple without childern. I donn't go to chruch on Mother's day. I don't like see all the mothers reciving flower etc. I have been told GOD is going to bless me with a baby... It is so hard waiting can't stand it... People alway telling us to adpot we don't have the money at all. And the adpot center we to made me feel bad she said that I must have more money in saving and i am not fit to take care of a child without $ 10,000 down. I left there crying. We have try IVF, IUI my job covers these
things. I want a mircle from The LORD, me and my husband haved been marry for 21 years. I am the last out of my support group that is not pregnant... I am so lonely and sadden. So when people tell me to adopt I tell them been there and try it, that also includes foster care too. I want my own child I cannot deal with pain and have to give a child back to much. So, on Mother's Day I give my mom a gift and wish her good... I take the rest of the day for me and my husband noone else no chruch....
Felisha, wanting so badly