i am a male teenager and recently started anal play. Basically a 2 weeks ago I inserted 2 fingers in my ass for the first time. I did not use lube only spit and it hurt a little but not really. I could feel it strething pretty good. I stopped for about 3 weeks because I experienced something werid in my anal and i can feel it loose. Anyway my anus is now noticeably wide. When I spread my ass in the mirror it's not I can clearly see it should be tighter. I have compared it to pictures/porn videos of other people and there's are much tighter. When I spread it, it's like a black hole lol. Not like a huge gape in pornos but it should be tight. It's not closed like it should be, it's open. It feels lose too.
So basically, I'm on my period and I'm 15, I finger myself a lot, and I squirt a lot. I moan REALLY loud, does that mean I'm doing something wrong? I wash my hands and all so I won't get pregnant, but yeah I was just wondering.