My name is not Important.
But i live Trinidad.....
I'm 18 years of age and I have a Baby girl who turned 1 year 3 1/2 months ago.
I met her father when i was still in school -(form 4) around October 2009.
He came up to my moms car while she was in the grocery and spoke to me normal asthough he know me for years. them he ask for my no. just befor my mom came back and i lied and told him that i dont have one so i took his. He made me Promise to call him.
Later on that day i called and he was on the phone so i hung up. Long story short we got together for about 4 months around carnival time. so we met to go see the bands. when he held my hands in a park nearby and ask my "if he told me a girl was pregnant for him what would i do?" So I then asked" why you asking me that ?" i knew it was true but he pushed away the talk with another lie an said he was just asking... for months this was on my mind untill i confronted him and d' hoe he got pregnant.She sent him som video with she flat black stretch marked ass in d toilet trying to wine. and she was dancing to no music to eh. i called her phone a couple times and i endup finding out for sure. but he was lying and saying oh when he was with she a couple weeks before me she get pregnant. when really she was about 2 months so he f**k she when he was with me. Stupid Me fell in love with him so strong that i overviewed it decided to give him another chance. so during d hoe pregnancy he was still coming my me every single day for sex. and Stupid Me gave him it every single time. When she was 7-8 months i found out that he was still f*****g she even though she knew that we were together. I knew to myself that he wasnt going down there to set up no crib and help d hoe clean up she nasty room for d baby.
that same night i invited him to come to the movies with my mom her boyfriend my cousin and i so i told him to hurry putting up the crib so he wont be late. when i called him after 7 and the movie spose to start 8 he say go ahead an he'll meet us there he just going with she to the pharmacy for she mad ass menally ill, drug addictive freak mother. 1/2 Hour after the movie started i called him and he said she now went in labour and she waiting for she father to carry she in d hospital. he set me up to stick by her side all trough the way. and bathe she and wash off she p***y and thing. and repack the baby bag. and before and after d child born i was supportive and even when he reach home from it all he never even came to see me....... I was NO LONGER NEEDED....... He bearly came by me he always made me believe that he was so happy that he just needed to be around his son. when really he was f*****g her every single time he was there.... He was taking my kindness for weakness. This went on for months upon months with more than d' child moda. He always used my love agains me. While This chils was about 3 months i found this out and forgave him again. Then he got fedup of the accusing........when really he was just feeling the guilt and he couldnt take it. so he stayed away from me for the entire christmas period. an i called him old years night and told him that i though i was pregnant.And he steups and thought I was lying.
. I took some more tests and 2 said negative and 3 said positive (all was taken different days) so I ignored it. Until 3 ½ months after my flat sexy stomach began getting a punch….. So I took 2 more tests and I decided to go to the doctor to find out. When he confirmed it I asked him about abortion and he felt around and said I was too far ALONG. I WAS ALREADY 5MONTHS he said that he could still do it but I would go in to labor and make a fetus and d’ baby would die almost instantly……I actually Considered it because I didn’t want to get pregnant for a man like that (careless, irresponsible, unfaithful, deceitful, Lying, cheap, he can never keep one job, he has anger issues and he cant control it, He’s almost on the verge of killing someone, attempted to kill me more than once) This is within almost 4 years I have condoned sh*t and sh*t and more sh*t. I have stooped under a rock to take abuse and hurt, pain, sorrows, all my pain is caused by him days & night I’ve cried and Scared all because of him. I’ve made police reports on him several times but his case keeps getting postponed, I Tried to accept him another time during the last few months and he even lived with me for the last 3-4 months I actually Thought he was changing until One of THEM called his phone that I bought………….
He felt guilty again, he once again tried it (11th dec 2012 _ @ 11:30 pm) Took all his things and snatched my LG with a 16 gig and left. I called the police but they never showed apparently he could've killed me and they would've told my family sorry.............. No one came to get the report so now i have to go out my way to go to the police station to make a report. The last case he had they prosponed it but i'm waiting for that day to come. This is something I Can't stand anymore, My father never even went so far.I only kept givving him chances so that my fater can grow up with her fater always around.He has done it for the last time......... no more chances....... I've been praying since it happened asking god to give me the strenght to fight for my rights. Guys Reply and give me some help tell me what to do.... And for all those have read my story...... THANKS FOR TAKING THIS TIME. I've never done this before but i kinder feel a little better .
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