My Depression and how i lost my verginity story
When i was 12 i was in a band as there backing singer my friend bryony and her boyfriend Shaun lost there house due to money so i asked my dad weather they could stay my dad only had one spare room and it was for me because my mum kicked me out because I kept trying to kill myself so my dad split the room into two by a sheet . One day I had an argument with my mum and she said she didn't want anything to do with me i was so sad and my depression kicked in i tryed to kill my self by over dosing on coke but Shaun ran in and took it away he told me every thing will be fine i will be okay and i should stay strong i did and we started to talk about our family and friends until late at night and i fell asleep on his belly so he moved down and let me sleep. A couple of weeks passed and I got into an argument with my dad he told me that I wasn't allowed to see my boyfriend at the time (his name was Ben) so I broke up with my boyfriend and got depressed again I started to cry and ran in my room after I met him to tell him I wasn't alowed to see him I got my blade and made sure that Shaun wasn't there I started to cut myself deeper and deeper till it was bleeding really bad I grabbed my towel and ran to the bathroom as I got in there I saw Shaun in the bath blood down the side and I had blood all over my towel I ran over and started crying I started to cry so loud that it woke Shaun up he lifter his head up and touched my face i was shocked i stood up and hugged him i forgot that i was only in a towel so my boobs were in his face i jolted back and froze on the spot for a couple of seconds all he could see was my scars cuts and bruises but all he was looking at was my boobs and vergin pu$sy i grabbed my towel and ran to my room got in my bed and as i was about to fall asleep Shaun came in and said not to be embarrassed because we both have scars i sat up and started to cry on his belly he lifted my head up and touched my lips he told me about his family and why he cut we started to talk about what we wanted to be until i fell asleep on his belly. a couple of days past and we grew into better friends we would talk all night till I'd fall asleep one night he started to ignore me and i thought he started to hate me so i got my blade and started to write ily and i shown him it as i was crying he looked at me tears in his eyes with i love you carved into his arm I led next to him and told him I loved you and he said he loved me to I kissed him then turned over to go sleep he rolled over as well then started to touch me I said no but he started to rub my clit I got turned on by it I i ended up having him sucking on my clit till I came over his mouth then he put his quite wide penis in my mouth and told me to push the skin back while sucking on his head he then sucked my clit and started lick my fanny hole untill i came again then he shoved his rock hard penis in my vigina i screamed into his shoulder as blood started to drip out of my vagina all I could feel was pain for a couple of seconds then pleasure it went on for a few months till his girlfriend walked in on us and told my mum and stepdad They didnt care and we have been having sex on the low for 2 years now and I think I might be pregnant because I haven't had my period for 2 months and my dad will kick me out If i am and im under age and Shaun will get put in jail for pedophilia because he's 27 and im 14 what should i do its against my religion to have a abortion help :'(
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