Am I alone?
No real problem as long as it does not take over your life.
Are you male or female.?
Your are certainly not alone I'm 60 and jerk off at least twice a day usually watching porn.
The wife does not mind and I enjoy it so keep going
You are not alone, I am 65 and I do it about 4 times a week. I just shoot it into a shot glass and down it. I love the taste.