Hello everyone i need some help and advice im not sure what`s happened to me but i know the way i think has definatly changed since i had a panic attack from smoking weed i feel like im stuck in a dream an need to wake and my life has already been laid out before me
I`ll make it short as possible, it happened on march the 8th 2012 and im still suffering from that day yes i had the feeling i was going to die when it happened i freaked out so much i even had hallucinations of a robed man following me trying to kill me and when my younger brother tried helping me out i dont know why but i have thoughts of stabbing him.
after waking up a day later my head felt very drowsy couldnt think straight so i went downstairs to speak to my mum but when i did i black out couldnt make out what she was saying soi get so scared i have a mini panic attack, or everytime i have a conversation with someone and they say something i dont understand or believe they wouldnt really say i have another mini panic attack
with everything thats gone on i cant accept it i feel so guilty about wanting to hurt my brother but now its not just him its other family members and strangers i constantly think about it all day everyday ive thought about suicide as a way of stopping my pain and for the safety of other people with me dead but dont have the balls to do it
i have visited my local doctor about 1 month ago he didnt really listen to me an did not help at all just gave me prescription drugs called citalopram 20mg which i took for 2 weeks still felt the same so i didnt go back
i feel like sh*t i dont know what to do ive looked online an read about OCD and Phycosis, schizophrenia and started to believe i may have awakened it which doesnt help with my mood but i cant stop
forgot to say im a 20 yr old male only smoked weed once before that night and i dont drink alcahol
I`ll make it short as possible, it happened on march the 8th 2012 and im still suffering from that day yes i had the feeling i was going to die when it happened i freaked out so much i even had hallucinations of a robed man following me trying to kill me and when my younger brother tried helping me out i dont know why but i have thoughts of stabbing him.
after waking up a day later my head felt very drowsy couldnt think straight so i went downstairs to speak to my mum but when i did i black out couldnt make out what she was saying soi get so scared i have a mini panic attack, or everytime i have a conversation with someone and they say something i dont understand or believe they wouldnt really say i have another mini panic attack
with everything thats gone on i cant accept it i feel so guilty about wanting to hurt my brother but now its not just him its other family members and strangers i constantly think about it all day everyday ive thought about suicide as a way of stopping my pain and for the safety of other people with me dead but dont have the balls to do it
i have visited my local doctor about 1 month ago he didnt really listen to me an did not help at all just gave me prescription drugs called citalopram 20mg which i took for 2 weeks still felt the same so i didnt go back
i feel like sh*t i dont know what to do ive looked online an read about OCD and Phycosis, schizophrenia and started to believe i may have awakened it which doesnt help with my mood but i cant stop
forgot to say im a 20 yr old male only smoked weed once before that night and i dont drink alcahol
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Early adulthood is actually a very common time (as well as late teenage years) for various types of disorders to manifest themselves... I would say in any other case, that what you smoked, must have been laced with something else... but if noone else that smoked it has similar symptoms or was even as high when it happened, then it is very possible that it has just helped to unlock some underlying condition... I have experienced panic attacks due to bipolar disorder... I could imagine that in extreme cases, that could actually be cause for the homicidal thoughts (like more to get them before they get you). You definitely need to see an actual psychiatrist. A family doctor would not understand (and most of them now-a-days don't give a c**p). It is obvious that you are aware that these images are unpleasant & not real, however, so I doubt it is as bad as Schitzophrenia... I hope you figure it out! Please let me know!!!
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Hello nova how did you overcome this ? I'm kinda goin through a similar situation ? I'll lil some feed back thanks.
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