hi,
i tried posting this on the pregnancy boards with no results. so here goes...

i am 32 weeks pregnant and addicted. i have tried many times before and throughout my pregnant to quit but it just seems impossible. i hate that im doing this and i have absolutely no one to talk to about it. my fiance, mother, brother, no one knows. i am addicted to pain killers, anything my 'dealer/friend' can get. i tell her they are for someone else. i am caught in this web of lies due to this addiction. please..if someone has the same problem i would love to talk to you and maybe we could help eachother. i know its stupid because this is the internet but i feel like this is the only place i can speak about this without as much shame. please, help.