so in the summer of about 2 years ago I decided to smoke weed. I had done this many times in the past and enjoyed it. But this time I decided to smoke a lot more than i usually did and I started seeing things like I was in a dream. I was convinced I was going to die and I ran all the way home about a mile and 1/2 away from where I was and I went to sleep and thinking the feeling would pass in the morning but it didn't. And this is because it was depersonalization not the weed but i didn't know this at time and it went on for about half a year before I go over it. So I quit weed for 2 years because of my experience. But this 2016/2017 New Years I decided to smoke weed again because I thought my experience last time was a one time thing. I had another panic attack on weed and I went to sleep thinking it would go away but surely it didn't and I have been suffering from depersonalization ever since and I'm scared this time it won't go away. I rarely leave my house and I can't pay attention in school and I'm really hopeless. Any advice or experience you would like to share? Thanks!