We happened to me I was freaking out sh**ting myself had nearly 2 panic attacks but it does get better because I was thinking of killing myself like its the only way out but trust me it isn't you'll look back and say wow I can't believe I was that close this is 28 July 2015 and only had half but it was strong and I have a very low tolerance but thus was 2 weeks ago I'm feeling so much better I was doing the same reading all of these people saying its alright and stuff but don't take your life away you could already be back to normal but you can't remember how it use to be.
Also if you feel like your watching everyone say to yourself I'm in my eyes I can't be behind them I'm in them and think to your self at least your not blind or def ect maybe its s good time to talk to go because I went to London and lit a candel and asked god forgiveness then prayed to him in st pauls catherdral saying can you make me feel better this morning feeling like I'm back but my heads still a bit misty if you get what I mean.
IT GETS BETTER PEOPLE SAYING THAT ITS BEEN 8MONTHS STILL FEELING THE SAME IS BECAUSE THEY DONT REMEMBER WHAT NORMAL WAS. SO IGNORE THEM. THINK POSITIVE DO NOT TAKE YOU LIFE AWAY.
WHEN I DID IT NEXT MORNIBG I VOMITED FEELING DIIZY SICK AND SO SCARED I WAS LEFT ALONE ALL BY MYSELF OB THE PARK AT 6 OCLOCK IN THE MORNING FEELING LIKE sh*t 1 WEEK LATER FEELING BETTER NOT WATCHING EVERYONE BUT STILL FEELING SCARED NEXT HAD A PANIC ATTACK COULDNT SLEEP AFTER THAT MORNING FELT BAD AFTER NOON BETTER HIT THE GYM WITH MY BROTHER FORGOT ABOUT A COUPLE DAYS LATER I WAS TRYING TO REMEMBER WHAT NORMAL WAS AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT FELT LIKE I WAS NORMEL I WAS BUT I STILL FEEL ABIT SLOW BUT THAT WILL GO AWAY IF IT DOESNT GET BETTER IN 90 DAYS THEN SEE A DOCTER YOU COULD BE BACK TO NORMAL BUT YOU WERE LEFT WITH ANXIETY OR DEPRESSION I FELT VERY DEPRESSED BUT AFTER THIS EXPERINCE I THINK IT HAS HELPED ME CONTROL MY ANGER AND BE THANKFULL FOR BEING ALIVE AND ALMOST WELL THINK OF PEOPLE IN WHEEL CHAIRS HOW THEY WHISH THEY WERE ABLE TO GET IN THEIR CAR ALONE BYT THEY NEED HELP OR NEED TO STRUGLE JUST THINK POSITIVE OMAGINE YOUR IN YOUR EYES BECAUSE YOU ARE AND GO GYM DRINK WATER PARY TO GOD IM 14 BY THE WAY AND SMOKED ONLY 4 TIMES IF YOUR DID 9 HITS THEN IT WILL TAKE YOU LONGER TO RECOVER I HOPE YOU GUYS OR GIRLS ALL GET BETTER SOON AND POST YOUR STORY TO HELP PEOPLE PEACE OUT .LOVE YOU ALL. Sorry for spelling mistakes
Also if you feel like your watching everyone say to yourself I'm in my eyes I can't be behind them I'm in them and think to your self at least your not blind or def ect maybe its s good time to talk to go because I went to London and lit a candel and asked god forgiveness then prayed to him in st pauls catherdral saying can you make me feel better this morning feeling like I'm back but my heads still a bit misty if you get what I mean.
IT GETS BETTER PEOPLE SAYING THAT ITS BEEN 8MONTHS STILL FEELING THE SAME IS BECAUSE THEY DONT REMEMBER WHAT NORMAL WAS. SO IGNORE THEM. THINK POSITIVE DO NOT TAKE YOU LIFE AWAY.
WHEN I DID IT NEXT MORNIBG I VOMITED FEELING DIIZY SICK AND SO SCARED I WAS LEFT ALONE ALL BY MYSELF OB THE PARK AT 6 OCLOCK IN THE MORNING FEELING LIKE sh*t 1 WEEK LATER FEELING BETTER NOT WATCHING EVERYONE BUT STILL FEELING SCARED NEXT HAD A PANIC ATTACK COULDNT SLEEP AFTER THAT MORNING FELT BAD AFTER NOON BETTER HIT THE GYM WITH MY BROTHER FORGOT ABOUT A COUPLE DAYS LATER I WAS TRYING TO REMEMBER WHAT NORMAL WAS AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT FELT LIKE I WAS NORMEL I WAS BUT I STILL FEEL ABIT SLOW BUT THAT WILL GO AWAY IF IT DOESNT GET BETTER IN 90 DAYS THEN SEE A DOCTER YOU COULD BE BACK TO NORMAL BUT YOU WERE LEFT WITH ANXIETY OR DEPRESSION I FELT VERY DEPRESSED BUT AFTER THIS EXPERINCE I THINK IT HAS HELPED ME CONTROL MY ANGER AND BE THANKFULL FOR BEING ALIVE AND ALMOST WELL THINK OF PEOPLE IN WHEEL CHAIRS HOW THEY WHISH THEY WERE ABLE TO GET IN THEIR CAR ALONE BYT THEY NEED HELP OR NEED TO STRUGLE JUST THINK POSITIVE OMAGINE YOUR IN YOUR EYES BECAUSE YOU ARE AND GO GYM DRINK WATER PARY TO GOD IM 14 BY THE WAY AND SMOKED ONLY 4 TIMES IF YOUR DID 9 HITS THEN IT WILL TAKE YOU LONGER TO RECOVER I HOPE YOU GUYS OR GIRLS ALL GET BETTER SOON AND POST YOUR STORY TO HELP PEOPLE PEACE OUT .LOVE YOU ALL. Sorry for spelling mistakes