I am a suboxone user and as I currently type this am trying to go cold turkey after finding out my insurance company will not allow me a prior authorization to go into detox. I have been on the drug 2 years but for the past 1 year have tapered myself down to 1mg per day.
I want this nightmare to be over, the muscle pain, the cold sweats and chills, the spasms and the constant agitation. Please wish me luck in my next two days as they will be the hardest. I am prepared for no sleep by watching episodes of smallville...
This is not a physical addiction (to my knowledge) but as soon as I start experiencing withdrawal symptoms the pain is usually too much for me to handle so I have to take another dose. Well NO f*****g MORE will I deal with this, pain or not we all have to be strong and fight through this because being clean is the most important thing we can do for ourselves, our families, and our friends.
I wish you all luck, if you need any help feel free to send me messages, but like I said I am going to need my own help too... Good luck.
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But your brain totally tells your body something is wrong, and you feel pain (for me in my legs joints arms and feet) , cold sweats, temp changes, muscle spasms, headaches, mood swings, agitation, and anxiety. People act differently when dealing with different medications, if we were all the same the medical industry would be a piece of cake!
I have dealt with this problem for 2 1/2 years and I have been trying to get off it it ever since. I can tell you it is possibly the worst drug FOR ME that I could ever imagine. I don't drink, smoke, or do any illegal drugs, it was just a stupid mistake one day.
I have kidney stones on a bi-yearly basis, and the pain from sub detox makes 9 4cm kidney stones seem like a joke.
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suboxone is a narcotic, It has opioid in it as well as an opioid receptor blocker. therefore it is impossible to get high off of another opioid while taking suboxone. Since there is an opioid in it, you can feel some effcts, BUT i wouldnt call it a "high" and it is really not a euphoric feeling. Its true effects and benefits lie with those who take it who are taking in as a tool for overcoming opioid addiction and prevent withdrawel. Since it has an opioid in it, IT DOES cause withdrawel, this is why a dr will put someone on it usually at about a 16 mg dose a day and slowly wean them off in about 6 months to a years time. If anyone is reading this who is an opioid addict and is considering suboxone to begin the process of getting off of opioids, please visit youtube and watch my short movies about my journey as an addict and how I found help after feeling like there was no hope and no way out except for the obvious. I documented every step of my recovery from the first day of withdrawel to the worst I have ever felt and to now my recovery. This way you can see exactly what your in for. One movie shows the withdrawel without any medication. its pretty bad, i warn you, but the last movie will give you hope. At the end of every movie, I give the website which anyone can go to and search their town and state and will find a list of doctors in their area which are addction specialist doctors who can prescribe suboxone. These doctors dont care if you have been getting roxycontin from a legitimate dr for a legitimate reason or if you have been illegaly getting it off the street. It doesnt matter, they will listen to your story and they will help you with the use of suboxone to get clean. Every state has these doctors and the website I mention will list each one in your area. My youtube ID is jules7284
Good luck-
Jules
xo
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I have never posted anything on here before but have found these posts/forums helpful when I needed it. I was a "health nut" and totally opposed to drug use and had very negative perceptions of people who used drugs until I was 32 years old. I was quite successful, in the socially acceptable way, being educated and owning my own business. Then, I suffered some tragedies. The strong person I thought I was, crumbled. I couldn't function, I was suicidal, and in danger of losing my business. A "friend" suggested taking some Oxys to escape and function so I wouldn't allow these unfortunate incidents to ruin my life. I agreed and Oxys made everything better, even unimportant. I kept up this expensive and destructive pattern for over a year. Then, I couldn't afford the oxys anymore, I had sold my business and began buying subs from another "friend". I was on suboxone for about 3 1/2 years (about 2-4mg a day never more) and it gave me the energy and mental numbness I needed.
Finally, a few months ago, I just got tired of the chase, looking for subs, worrying I would go thru withdrawal, feeling tired most of the time. I decided to quit. I knew the emotional element would be the worst for me so I started an antidepressant 4 months before stopping. Mind you, NOBODY except the person I bought from, knew of my drug use. Not friend, family, even my boyfriend of 10 years. I did this totally alone. I was still taking about 2 or 3 mg /day and I took (snorted) my last dose 7 days ago. First two days were ok, just "out of it", in a daze. Then it hit me: day 3 and 4: hot flashes, cold chills, jittery skin, extremely irritated. Sleep was almost impossible due to the jumping legs. I told everyone I had a bug and was very sick, slept on the bathroom floor or anywhere that I could find comfort. Would only sleep for 10-15 min then had to get up and walk around. Believe me, the nights were the worst. By day 5, the worst had passed. I started taking potassium supplements, St. Johns Wort (to balance the mood swings) and lost of vitamin B. Drank water all day and went for short walks. I was fortunate that I had time from work and school (graduate school) and people who took my word for it that I was sick. Its day 7 and I feel "normal" again. Still taking supplements, talk my way thru any anxiety and have a little foggy brain but all and all, I'll take it. There is hope, stay the course, find out who you are Off of drugs and go from there. You can get through it but it may not be easy. Good luck.
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It will take work and disiplin! Keep your chin up, think of the good stuff in your life...good luck to anyone who trys!! rob
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