Ive been on suboxone for around 6 years only 2 ive taken it the right way n been quit heron for those 2 years, i been tapered to like .25mg over 4 months or so from 8 and i jumped 4 days ago, i havent slept at all those days exept the first day i got bout 5 hours, i can deal w the other wds, but the kicks are my 1 and only thing that reallyfucks w me, which lead to insomnia which kill yo resolve a lot, i broke down n took like a little crumb of sub, it was .25 cut in half then a lil tiny piece off that half n i took that n disolved it within a minute instead of leavin it under my tongue for a while, i really only needed a mental boost but... It reduced the kicks to wher i can sit down but everything else stayed,which im straight with. I go back to work in 8 days n i was wonderin if i just screwed myself n gotta start over or if i shouldnt trip that bad, i guess u could count it as a big taper .25, then 4 days, than .00 somethin, im talkin bout a flake here. If i did just f**k it up n 8 days aint enough to atleast deal with sh*t i wana kno, n if i gothose 8 days with no mo f**k ups could the wds be lessened.
I am on methadone 58 mgs right now...i want off this medication so bad I cant take it. Im thinking of taking my last dose Thurs, nothing friday, Sat, Sun, Mon taking oxy's (not to get hight just to keep from withdraw) nothing Wed and Suboxone Thurs...Does anyone think this will work PLEASE IM DESPERATE, I WANT MY LIFE BACK.....Help Me