Hi there I had a termination in January of this year due to unforeseen circumstances don't think of me as a bad person abortions are not something I agree with it wasn't a decision made easily I'm 39 yrs old and just done pregnancy test well three and found out I'm pregnant just need advice really I haven't told anyone yet going to hide it a long as I can I don't even think my partner is going to be to thrilled only because of the hassle he's been having with his ex and fighting to see his daughter I don't think he wants any more children well I know he doesn't but the abortion I had wasn't to do with that and I'd never have anotheri think I'm secretly happy but scared also my youngest child is almost 15 yrs old please help if u can x