The unbelievable story about my masterbting ( YOU WILL NOT BELIVE IT)

Hello my name is X, and I am 21 years old, am new here, I would like to keep my real name for myself since am ashamed of what am going to say... I will tell you my story with masterbting addiction, EVERYTHING YOU WILL READ IS TRUE I SWEAR. And would like you to help me with it (if you can) I remember the first time I masturbated it was at 6th grade without even knowing what I was doing. Yes I was a little boy who knew nothing about anything sexual or how the kids born, but I liked the feeling, so I kept on doing it, it toke me a long time to orgasm witch normal for a new boy for this nasty habit, it was at 7th grade when I first heard about what is called masterbting and I was doing it at least 3 times at a week, but even after knowing what masterbting is I thought I was doing something else, you know why? I because my method is defrent than the normal way(S), with time I knew its all the same, but they all lead to an orgasm. I wish I can tell how is my method but I can't I don't want people to use it so they won't end up like me, but I can tell you it's can be done with pants and with no sound or effort. With time I mastered this method I became very well known of how to stimulate myself, I started doing it once daily or twice. Now am 21 and I've been doing ever since every time and everywhere, yes EVERYWHERE, since it's easy to do, I remember doing it a lot of time in class, I remember I did it in the living room while my dad and 2 brothers are sitting and no one noticed, I did it while sitting beside my girlfriend and I had an orgasm but she didn't notice either, in cinemas, malls, everywhere!!! It became easy and fast to Cum, I USED TO CUM IN LESS THAN A MINUTE, I became a monster, I can't even count how many time I had more than 10 orgasm in a day, yes day after day, my highest number is 21 orgasm in a day, I used to challenge my self to Cum three times in less than 5 minutes for fun! I swear that sometimes I question god how am still alive! But now am a mature man, I stopped doing it in public places, only alone and at home, and always challange myself to not Cum fast and an average of 5 orgasm per day but not daily, but from time to time I lose it and go to old school monster in me(15+ orgasm but no public places). And for sex am still a virgin even that I had many girlfriends, but it's a religion thing, foreplay but no sex. I tried many many many methods to end this thing but nothing worked, the longest time I lasted was 2 Weeks! What I found weird that I don't have any physical health problem, never had!!!! Lastly, lately am trying to avoid my method and use the popular way of musterbating, I last longer with it, and that's mean 4 min max, and it's hard to exceed 4 orgasm So I continue on my method. There were times were I managed to last for 20min using the popular method, as part of long–last training, I felt proud, but it wasn't really satisfied so I went back to my method. I swear that what I said is real, every word, please tell how can I end this, or at least masterbate like a normal dudes once a week or something, ask anything, leave a comment, opinion... I consider myself a sex addict, if you watched the movie shame it's a like my life but without the sex part only jerkoff! Sometimes I wonder why am still alive, I always feels ashamed!