Hi, I just started my suboxone treatment to get off my 15-20 bags a day habit, I was only ever snorting it I've never tried IV. So far my suboxone treatment is going amazing, at first it really hit me hard, but after about 40 minutes from the first time I took it, I started to feel almost no withdrawal symptoms. It is now the second day and I've already taken my 8mg sub (8mg in the am, 4 mg at night ) but I absolutely can not stop thinking about tasting dope. I can very easily go get it and ive been thinking about doing just half a bag even though I know I wont get high but I just cant stop fixating about tasting it . I know that sounds like the words of someone who doesnt want to be clean, I truly want it more than anything in the world but I feel like I won't stop thinking about it until i do it one last time. What do I do? SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. if I did do it it would be only a few hours after taking my 8mg and a few hours before taking my 4mg like I said I dont even care about getting high I just want to taste it as trashy and junkie as that sounds
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Man, try your very best to not mix the two. I don't know how much you'd do with the subs, but there's a real chance of "let's just say bad things happening". Like lack of breathing. I'm pretty sure you don't want to check out over this c**p. I've snuck here and there, but very low dosage. Nothing happened. I wanted it to, but nothing happened. I knew each time I rolled the dice and I could let's just saying, "kill myself", but I tried it. I felt like a pile of sh*t afterwards knowing I just basically played Russian roulette with a AK....lol. Dude, fight it the best you can. I would find a support group near you. Find a Narcotics Anonymous if you can. I'm a biker, I was in an MC at the time of my downfall, and I had an older biker who worked very closely with me for a few days, a week showing me where all the NA meetings were. We rode to all of them. They don't judge. Everyone's in this sh*t together. Suboxone is considered 20 times stronger than morphine man. It's just we don't get to feel the good part of it. At some point, you have to take the reins and want to stop. If you don't, you won't. You dump the subs, and go for the dope. It's not going to work unless you're in this and you really want to stop. I know how hard it is. I feel for you man. I really do, but try to stay away from it. I don't know how old you are, I'm 49 now. I've seen my share of sh*t, take it from an old fart biker. You're better than this. You can do it. Talk to someone. Tell them how you feel. Take more subs if you have to. I did the first week or so, maybe 3...lol, but it's hard. I was in the "speshul hospital" when I asked, why do I want it so bad? Why can't I change. They didn't have an answer. They just locked us down...rofl. Figure the odds... :P Take care man, do your best to keep from snorting anything. I know how much I love it. I would snort gasoline if it would give me a buzz back in the day. I just like it and I know I have to stay away from it or I will destroy everything and everyone I love. I lost my MC due to it, and that hurt.....BAD.
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