So my boyfriend has been trying to make me "cum" for a few days now because I've never orgasmed and I just recently lost my virginity. He's utterly convinced that I should come and be pleased just as much as him. I'm 17. Every time he fingers me intensely I push him off after a while because I can't bare it but this once I decided to try because it was early morning fondling basically. He fingered me intensely and my legs shaked a bit. It felt better than usual. After he stopped, a couple minutes after, I got up and felt as if I was leaking. I looked down and saw a watery fluid between my thighs and I wiped it off and told him I think I came. It was clear but opaque and thick at the end kinda like a raindrop. I don't know how to describe it any better but did I come? What's wrong with Me? I've been trying to Google it and found nothing similar. Please help.
What you see is more just vaginal secretions rather than cum that helps to ready the vagina to accept sperm and keep it living.