I had my gallbladder removed 11 days ago the only other surgery Iv had was c section but I was awake . I'm not back to work but I'm doing house work and been driving and shopping for 4 days , tonight I felt so happy and forgot all about it like I was myself again and when getting intimate  with my partner of 20 years he said something that made me instantly feel do vulnerable and insecure and it's heart breaking I'm feeling really lost like OMG what's this meaning and I'm due to get hernia surgery in August and it's really giving me the absolute fear . I'm going to sleep in my daughters bed as I can't even stomach the thought of going back to mine . Has anyone else felt like this ?