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I need some guidance: I started taking pain meds after delivering my daughter 2 years ago. I quickly increased from my dr prescribed 2-3 750mg vicodins to 10 a day. A friend of mine had 5 mg oxycontins, which she gladly handed over to me. Then my tolerance grew from there to the big oxy's. I hit rock bottom l year and 4 months ago. I started seeing a pay per visit Suboxone Dr. He had me at 16 mgs a day to start, but saw the potential to taper me quickly and had me down to nothing in a few short months. By this time last year, I was down to a quarter (2mg) a day. I made it to 2 days, then a friend sold me two subs. I made those last a week. Then I continued indefinitely on a quarter a day for a few months. Last March, I moved and injured my back. I foolishly increased my sub intake to one pill a day to get through it. I think I was just looking for an excuse honestly. I was getting pretty depressed being sober. I amped back up to 16 mgs a day again and have been there for a few months now. I am at that point again where I can't believe I let myself get back here. The subs work to eleviate my withdrawals/cravings, but I am abusing them by not tapering down. Thank you all for your encouraging posts. I am ready to get back into being sober for real now. Any suggestions for dealing with the subs burning a hole in my purse? Should I taper immediately? Down to what dosages? Any help will save my life, and most likely my marriage. My husband thinks I am down to a quarter a day still. I feel horrible about it.
Thanks!
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