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I have read about your condition before, and it happens for the same reason that people feel that they are a woman trapped in a man's body, or vice versa. Studies have shown that the brain of different genders and even different sexualities have parts of them that are shaped differently and have differences in activity levels. Scans have shown that transgendered people commonly have the brain shape and activity of the opposite sex, so no wonder they feel the way they do. The interesting thing is, the same can happen with specific sexualities as well, as again among other reasons studies have shown that a straight male brain and gay and bisexual men's brains have shapes of their own, unique from that of women or that of straight men. So, caused by whatever phenomenon creates transgendered people and gives them the "wrong" brain for their body, you were likely born with a brain that developed the same as that of gay men and is likely shaped the same way with the same activity levels. This naturally led to you developing the sexuality of a gay man, which does vary in desires and passions of that of straight women in how it makes you want to be intimate with guys. Hope this helps!