Adderall...gotta love it!

Hi mike here, 9 year veteran of adderall use and how it changed my life !! I first time I had tryed adderall was actually probably 10 years ago. Probably the same way yourself did, as a recreational deal., you know, girl at the party had some, crushed it up and snorted it and shazamm!! Before you knew it you were drinking hand over fist, shooting tequila, being the life of the party, your the last man standing so then it's off to haves sex for hours with the girl that snorted it with you...TILL 2pm the next day. And to top it all off your extremely confidant your going to pull a 12 hr work shift starting in 2 hrs.. Sound fimiliar? Well, yep that was me.. And yep that's still me! BUT..! Wait, a dr gave me a rx for it 9 years ago and it's legal for me to have it.. SO IT MUST BE RIGHT!!!! Reality Is just like this to me if I can make it all better by taking a pill, sign me up.. And if that pill causes side effects..thats alright cause we make a pill to fix that too!! Awesome!!! Give me 3 of them! Before you know it your carrying a backpack full of class 1,2&3 narcotics !! Legally!! And abusing them daily.. And when I say daily I mean 40 hour days!!! Yep, that was me..so for 9 years I have went to different dosages, variances of types amphetamine. I even totally quit for 9 months !! I have beyond any doubt explored every road amphetamine has paved!! I really should write a book!! The moral of MY story may and more than likely will be different!!! I AM ADDICTED to the success of my career! I AM ADDICTED to the confidence I have !! I AM ADDICTED to the respect I have from peers from my incredible accomplishments !! SO ! Yes I am addicted to what this stupid blue pill does for me!! Im not addicted to this drug!! Everything I've said here is absolutely true, Except 3 words of the above story.. " IM NOT ADDICTED" Also I want to point out how many times "I" or "I've" was used..following me a bit closer now?? I'm not writing this to push religion, it tell you what you should do.. But if you think this life is all about "I"... Go ahead.. Cause once you get where I am right at this moment.. Your thought processes are going to be so messed up your not going to really care about human emotion.. Well except when your rx runs out and you sink into deep depression... Advice?? Well, it just depends...how much do you have to lose? Or how much do you think you NEED to gain?? Would I do it all over again?? Honestly I can't answer that right now because I can't stop overanalyzing how successful I have been on adderall... And the entire time contemplating how does one measure success.. Simply stated.. My name is Mike, and I am an addict. Godspeed..